_Living_In_A_Sugarie_World_

18/10/2010

2010-10-18T20:23:00.003+08:00

BABY,I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHH! =( CANT WAIT FOR JANUARY! =(
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

25-09-2010

2010-09-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

=( how i wished i was cash rich & could fly over anytime i want . sighs. everyday looking at our photos makes me miss you so much =(

wished we could be together every single day.

20/09/2010

2010-09-20T12:44:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging for awhile~ trying to get back to track on work, have been slacking way too much! Gonna BUCK UP CLARA ! i wanna shed some fats too! friends have been commenting that i've put on weight =( skin's looking dry & bad =( trying to be on diet now, cutting down on sweet stuffs ( which i shouldnt, cos i have low sugar, mummy's so afraid i'll faint ) , less rice & noodles , more nuts as snacks instead of chips & junkies~ plain water / fruit juice instead of soft drinks which contains so much sugar! wanna go gym again but i've stopped like so long & there's always something stopping me to head to the gym, maybe should do swimming instead? but it's so bad & drying for the hair, =( what to do?

Officially starting my piano lessons again on the 27th September 2010, it has been a long long break, 2 years! gonna complete my grade 8 by 2012 & hopefully diploma overseas~ kinda regretted that i've stopped for 2 years if not i would have completed my grade 8 last year, and can proceed for diploma. Anyway hope it's not too late now. My dream was to be a piano teacher since young, so i'll hope it'll come true.

I'M MISSING DARLING SO MUCH! I WANNA GO MELBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB SOON! =( CANT WAIT TILL JANUARY I THINK I'LL DIE FROM MISSING HIM TOO MUCH =(

14/09/2010

2010-09-14T12:02:00.003+08:00

i'm back from melbourne for a week already. miss that place so much. it's only a week and i miss lauziyang so much already. how to wait until january? sighs.
*moody man* feel like crying.

2/9/2010

2010-09-02T09:28:00.003+08:00

I'm in MElBORUNE!!! Life here is really relax & slow. AnotheR 6days! That's really fast! :( I'm gonna miss blzy real much! Really enjoyed the times with him. Bad dreams x2 again yesterday! I guessed I'm paranoid from all the past experiences. Waking up this morning feeling so emo & gloomy. :( i' so afraid the dream might happen. but all in all, it's just bad dreams! Everyone has dreams. :( am still feeling gloomy & moody over my dreams.

26/08/2010

2010-08-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

I want an honest relationship. No secrets. No lies. No cheating. <3
In another 24hours i'm flying off to melbourne to visit darling.... i hope hope hope the 10days slow down. Real slow. pls =( i wanna enjoy the cold weatherrrrrr =) enjoy every single second with baby.

23/08/2010

2010-08-24T10:36:00.003+08:00

IN ANOTHER 4days! i'll be in MELB with darling =)
am so excited seeing him. luggage packed already. kiasu~ =)
i hope hope hope hope hope the 12days SLOW SLOW SLOW SLOW DOWN !!
miss him so so so so so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
am gonna enjoy the cold cold weatherrrrrrr.......
feeling so lazy lately.. sleep quite early.. no club / no pub/ healthy lifestyle =)

17/08/2010

2010-08-17T16:53:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND.
SO EXCITED.
ONLY DIDNT SEE HIM FOR ABOUT 1 MONTH PLUS AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH! =(
WHY MUST WE BE IN 2 DIFFERENT COUNTRY.............................................

7 HOURS IN THE PLANE, I THINK I'LL JUST DRINK WINE & MAKE MYSELF DRUNK.

27/8/2010 ~ CANT WAIT ANY LONGER!!!!!!!

09-08-2010

2010-08-09T23:52:00.001+08:00

baby,

today marks the 2nd time we quarrel. Was really very upset and moody the whole day. i guess it had been a lousy day for you as well. It wasnt our fault at all yet we get so pissed & angry with each other, argued so badly for the whole day. once again. i'm really sorry for the quarrel. it really hurts. pls let not ruin and spoil our relationship because of such a quarrel. can we please please please try not to argue and quarrel for the 3rd time already ok? it'll be very unhealthy if we did quarrel & argue too often. and i wont wanna see you getting so angry too. we still be loving and sweet like before !

i love u so much baby! hugs & kisses*

4/8/2010

2010-08-04T13:44:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling very down today .

trying very hard to gain some trust, but i still dont gain a single bit ?

1august 2010

2010-08-01T11:17:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

Was very busy with work since i've came back from bangkok. very tired everyday and didnt feel like going out. did a roadshow yesterday and it was so different. getting to talk to strangers, learning how to communicate with strangers. learning to be thick skin. And the worst of all was, omg, i saw Darling's friend ! so 'malu'. the incident was so funny and i nearly hide myself behind the wall. Wearing the ugly orangetee polo tee. OMG! malu leh!

In another 27 i'm gonna see darling. I MISS HIM ULTRA MUCH =) and i hope we're still as close dispite the distance. it's gonna be 12 days only. - flight timing = 10days. =( looking forward but i hope time stops when i reach there! we sooo gonna do soo many things.... cook! shop! see him study while i watch tv or dvd or sleep? wait for him to finish school !!

28/07/2010

2010-07-28T18:00:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM BANGKOK22JULY to 26 JULY.

didnt really shop much but dad said i shopped the most again. worst of all was, i suffered from food poisoning, went to Param9 hospital. the nurse and doctor wanted me to stay, i didnt want to, wanted to inject me and take blood etc etc, and i didnt want to as well. in the end the had no choice but to gave me pills instead. Rested in the hotel for almost the entire day.

Tuesday 27/07 was really busy! headed to office early in the morning for meeting, than went door to door to throw flyers , getting prepared for Saturday's roadshow. HDB is really a very different experience and somehow i felt, it's more suitable for guys mmm but i'll still try hard and see how.

Today, viewing, rushing here and there. am heading to grandma's place later on.. and gonna see baby xuan xuan =)

in approx 30days ! am gonna see lauziyang! soooooo excited! =p
went to see baby xuan xuan, so cute =) love her so much, bought many clothes and 2 naraya bags for her =)

19-07-2010

2010-07-19T18:07:00.003+08:00

MY TICKETS TO MELBOURNE IS BOOKED ! =) SEE YOU DARLING.

darling was very sweet last night. he knew how shitty i felt after he left, he know that i'm afraid and assured me that his heart would be here even when he's very very super duper busy. He said we would built the trust together. and yes i know he would. =) felt like hugging him after we finished our conversation. he still so sweet.

Thursday would be away to Bangkok...~ mini relaxation once every 2 to 3 months. i like =) i wanna be on diet. but i'm craving for so many things lately. now am craving for steamboat ! macdonalds ! KFC! ben & Jerry's waffle ice cream! shit how to slim down likethat?????????? i need a good squash ! twice a week!!

18-07-2010

2010-07-18T16:07:00.004+08:00

I STILL DONT FEEL GOOD TODAY AND I JUST WANNA CRY.
I MISS BF SO MUCH !! I DONT WANT US TO DRIFT APART. NO!

18-07-2010

2010-07-18T14:23:00.005+08:00

Saturday ! 17-01-2010
Went to Town with Korkor for hightea @ Royal Plaza. not very nice. Jeryl called and headed down to town to look for me. Walked around , had Mac, chatted and we went over to look for Ting & Natasha. =) meimei is always cute. Ting brought me to her dad's temple to pray. =)

Was rather upset & disappointed because of whatbf said. he said i didnt care at all. but infact i really do, if not i wont be constantly updating him w my activities. argued alittle, but we're fine now;) i still love u baby!

Today, dad is very irritating., kept grumbling for nothing. just very sick everyweek likethis.

17-07-2010

2010-07-17T13:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, which is Friday, I'm still badly sick. down with cough, sore throat, flu ! Dad brought me to the doctor. Waited damn freaking long ! Saw the school boy next to me, blood flowing from his scalp, there was a deep cut that he needs to be stiched. No one attended to him for awhile. OMFG! his uniform was stains of blood. blood is something i fear most. i tried to keep my eyes away from him. Doctor said i need at least 3days to recover as my throat was already infected too many days. had antibotics. Dinner was Minori with WanTing, Fei, Wei, Xian, their mum, zhiyong, Jeryl & gf, Bier, Jac @ Minoriya~ Tg Katong. Japanese buffet. Food was good but servings was too slow! i guess it's because we went on a weekend. After that fei fetch us over to Ting's hse to slack awhile, they had beer, played with buttercup(Joan's toy poodle) and more people came over to gamble. friendly match! lol. buttercup was very adorable and playful. =) Cabbed home at 11.30pm cos i wasnt feeling very well. had headache, tummy cramp, feeling restless.

Saturday 17-07-2010

ah tee's going guangzhou! have a safe & happy trip. received her whatsapp early in the morning. i'm gonna miss u babe!!

Darling was sweet enough to call me once he open his eyes =) he was nagging about my sore throat. Reminding me to take my meds.. sweet. and chatted awhile. LOVE U DARLING! cant wait to go over and see u! It has only been a week sinced he got back to melbourne but it seemed SO LONG ! times just pass too slow. hope i was with you! =( miss u alot!!

LOVE U DARLING !

15-07-2010

2010-07-15T17:19:00.003+08:00

I'M WAITING FOR AUGUST TO ARRIVE ! CANT WAIT TO SEE DARLING !

it had been 5days only BUT it seemed like 5 WEEKS~ I MISS HIM ULTRA MUCH !!

SALES / RENTAL/ COBROKE calls come come come come come !! worked from home again today. was posting my listings online. Looking at my photos with darling.. i miss him super much! cant wait for August to arrive to see him. Wondering how's his studies,, how's his life there.. how's his everything ! Hope everything is fine. going for my BKK trip with parents on 22ndjuly to 26th july~ food food food * shop shop shop! normally i'll be so excited about every holiday, but now i'll still feeling more excited for melb trip! cos i get to see darling~ disturb him, punch him, whack him. tattoo for him! ok back to work now !

14/07/2011

2010-07-14T21:34:00.004+08:00

WOW! it's been so long since i've updated my blog! ok. this few months has been busy, work work,, friends. thanks for those who had been there for me all these while. ESP, Jeryl goh, Carine Ng, MArk Soh, Ong Wanting , ah tee, ah thiam, ah soh, ah yang! love u guys!! Last but nt least, i glad my family was there with me too:)

After thebreakup, i thought i wont be able to accept anyone so soon, but i've found him!!
Thinking back, it's really amazing that we would be together. I've know him by Face , By Name, Since 13 / 14 years old i guess? but we had never contact before. only Hi bye friends, got back in contact thru a bbq at his place organise by ah soh, to celebrate his departure for melb. we didnt really talked much as well. after that we do talk on msn but nt often too, until one day, on my whatsapp , i've change my status to something like ' all men dont deserve a girl to shed a single tear' than he replyed back by asking what happen? not all guys are likethis ok. . than i started telling him what happen,, then we started to contact everyday, for no reason. just talking shits and nonsense every single day 24/7. As days pass, i dont know when it started to become a must to contact everyday, and we got closer and closer. i felt it was hard to know what kind of person he is? is he just sweet talking? just msging for the sake of msging because he's bored?

I got my answers when he was back. His character was quite smiliar to me. Loves coffee, dont take chilli, dont take mayo / tar tar sauce, dislikes dirt, must be very neat, clean . he was the first guy i met that was so similar to me. And also he dont reply people's msges just like me! just that i dont even ans the phone most of the time. i didnt even know when we just got together. it was after i moved back from his kiss. we just naturally got together, without asking , saying. 2 weeks together just pass so fast. now he's back in melb for 4 days only but it seem like 4 weeks! i miss him so much! i miss u so much darling !!! <3

28.04.2010

2010-04-28T12:34:00.004+08:00

didnt blog for quite sometime. was rather busy..... with everything....

was at tokyo & hk from 15/4/2010 to 23/4/2010. i love tokyo........ everything there is so pretty. sales people are super polite, cheerful. weather there is gd. food is good too. japanese pasta,, ramen,, udon,, sushi, sashimi,, japanese bbq,,, i like.. i love! i wanna go again maybe nx year :)

27/4 was mummy's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! brother & i treated parents for dinner at Minori. satisfy my cravings for sashim :) after that headed to mustafa to get a water dispenser, and also i got a baby's cap for uncle's baby who's arriving in August. excited~

7/4/2010

2010-04-07T17:26:00.002+08:00

meeting Thiam & Ed at King albert park's mac later on. :) went JB For my fav BaK Kut Teh with daddy for lunch. Had been slacking alot. Must work hard from MOnday !!

Stupid starhub asked me to wait until the 9april2010 for them to call me back on changing the stupid hp number. ASSS !!!! I just cant wait to change this 'sway' number ! irritating!

5th april 2010

2010-04-05T14:37:00.003+08:00

Finally went to get my Starhub Sim Card On Saturday. All thanks to my honey thiam to accompany me. thanks for the effort honey :) cleared the f*Cking bill of $155. didnt tel mummy about it, because know she'll say i'm stupid. i know she'll help me pay, but this is my mistake and i should learn to pay & settle my problems myself. Have not got the number change as the que was too long to wait. The girl told me to call up instead. =) so i'm still stuck using the unlucky number. was a busy week for me. busy singing ktv with my pals.. slacking.. atlantis... LOL ...

cant wait to go Japan :) i love holidays !!~

31-03-2010

2010-03-31T17:28:00.002+08:00

car spoilt ytd while on the way to meet alex & clare for dinner. :( will be back tonight.

28-03-2010

2010-03-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

Sick for 2 days. cant talk, cant eat, only woke up to bath & drink water. slept for more than 48hours. High fever at 39.8 degrees, sore throat, tummy not well till not still not recovering yet. doctor said might take 2 to 3 days . =( hope i dont always fall sick. gonna get the starhub line by next week. and mummy said get a golden number. ok might see if there's no nice number than i'll get a golden number. mummy said she'll pay for it. Think she cant bear to see me so moody & upset. Shall stand up and move on with my life. Makes no difference with you or without you. Anyway, a faithful one who truely loves each other wont get over & get into another r/s so soon. Just proven than what mummy said is correct. And all guys cant be trusted. All are born to be great actors and liars, when they met someone new, they'll go for it. yes i believe. from now on, i'll listen to mummy's advice and not be ignore her advice again.

26-03-2010

2010-03-26T18:52:00.003+08:00

Back in Singapore.... Bored bored bored. :) cant wait for 20th April to come again. Damn ass. you're happily enjoying with you gf and i gt to clear that damn hp bill. This will be the last time i'll be so god damn S T U P I D. luckily it's only $126. treat as i repay u, damn fucking asshole. CHEAPSKATE ! CANT YOU BE A GENTLEMENT AND CLEARED THE FUCKING BILL YOU'VE USED UNDER MY NAME TO CONTACT YOUR GIRLS. STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO LET ME CLEAR THE FUCKING BILL. IN FACT YOU'RE JUST BEHAVING LIKE A FUCKING CHEAPSKATE!!! anyway, i'm going to take back the line for my property line. i wanted to curse you but luckily i was cool enough to stop myself. i told myself no point being angry on such an idiotic fucking ass hole. what goes around comes around, god has eyes to see. he might not punish you now, but in future you're pay back for what you've treated me. :) sore throat. have been eating too much chocolates to cheer myself up. i need more dark chocolates. mummy was kind enough to said : she'll upgrade the ring for me, to completely get rid of you from my life, not even a single part of my memory will contain you . even told her the true story that we recently patched back and the rest of the story and we've broke off cos of a girl, and all she said was : she see people very 'zhun'. thanks for giving me such a supportive family.
Thanks to my close friends who were always beside me to pull me up. :) this are what i call true friends :) love you pals . :p gonna prepare & meet sis for a short drink .
Should i go Cameron Highlands next friday???????

22-03-2010

2010-03-23T01:21:00.003+08:00

Hi people, i'm in BKK now. Last year this time of the year, i'm here as well. Sad mood as well as 'he' kanna lock up . This year , this time of the year, i'm back here, in the same mood , WTH. WAKE UP CLARA !!! happy i've gt sis to advice me. mummy kept asking me, what happen y my mood like that? so i told her what had happen. happy to have a suppotive mummy as well. time to throw away everything and start afresh . if he can easily fall in love with others, i dont see a point holding on anymore, what if one day we married & he falls in love with others? i'm gonna completely delete him off from my life. All i need is time. Most important in life is $. $ is everyone's best friend. dont u tink money n family is more secure than love? love wont be a fairytale anymore for me. i wont let guys hurt me over & over again & again. wont be accepting anyone new . cant accpet and dont wish to be hurt by love. unless he's really the right one. anyway, not this year. shall wait till i reach 28years old. :)

21-03-2010

2010-03-21T21:28:00.004+08:00

After knowing all the truth and facts, finally i know you're not worth any of my tears anymore. what goes around comes around. feeling very cheated and also stupid. like an complete idiot. a woman 6th sense is really amazing. i really can read whats going on from 1 single photo. what bothers me is just why cant guys be frank and can admit to their mistakes. and find many many wonderful lies & reasons to cover for their ugly truth. finally i know i should let go and not to think anymore about this complete jerk + bastard. After many forgiving, lies, reasons, i'm tired already . should move on with my life and get over it. how you treated me, god has eyes to see, even if you didnt admit to your liesand never had been frank before, it's fine. totally fine with me already . god knows whats happening and it'll fall back on you in future. at least finally it's time to let go of all the wishful thinkings already . i'll totally cut off the line .
Thanks for all the support my besties. :) at least i have mum & dad to cater to all my needs. gooing BKK tml. will be a happy girl when i'm back. and head to tokyoo & hongkong in april... weeeeee.... may is BKK with my besties... july is BKK with my family. contented with my life now :) happier w/o you. no more lies. no more sadness. thanks to the girl who cleared that junk for me.

21-03-2010

2010-03-21T09:55:00.004+08:00

Had been a good girl this week. dont feel like going out. LOL. Tomorrow i'm going to BKK already. shopping shopping. hope this retail therapy will lift up my mood.

GUYS ARE GREAT LIARS!! he deleted me away from his FB and denied. Ths fact is he's happily in close contact commenting to each other on FB with the girl on the pic below, going to Thai disco together. i thought he told me he can dont contact he anymore? WTF. great great liar~ i dont know why am i so pissed. feeling kinda of being cheated. Anyway, i find her nothing but a complete bitch. PLEASE DO REFLECT ON YOURSELF ~ because of you who caused us to be in this state now! so stop pushing your nose in other people's problem and mind your own business !!!

ok going to my tennis session now. i reali need to hit the ball hard hard n vent my anger~
pls bless and pray for me to get over all this shits soon~

10march2010

2010-03-10T09:04:00.004+08:00

Another time things has happened between us again. I saw some photo which i receive lame excuses saying it because her bday & whatever shit. Disappointed, and dispite being sorry for what he did, he twisted & turn and tried to make me admit something which i nv do at all after we got together again. And he even wanted me to go to the temple to swear tonight, i feel so foolish that why should i listen to him & agree to do to the temple to swear for something i jolly well enough knew i nv did at all , he's juz being stupid & childish. I'm really mad & also very very disappointed, because instead of being & feeling sorry, it became my fault for something i had never even done. i find myself stupid and foolish, trying & making an effort to change but in the end, he had just twist & turn and wanted to make me admit something which i never did at all. Should i entertain him and go temple? or just ignore him from today onwards? Im trying to make an effort to change, stop all the playing, stop going out on weekdays with my close friends(as requested from dad as well) trying to meet him for dinner and all but he's taking me for granted. i've never ask him to let go of me, because i didnt want to, i still cherish him, and foolish enough i thought that we could start all over again. i'm tired, i'm really tired. everytime, he'll have excuse to cover for himself & i find him very very unreasonable. It was his fault, but he made it became my fault when i never even did anything wrong. i have to admit to something that my only fault was to spend my time with my friends on weekends. Should i really let go? *hurt enough*disappointed enough? Let me ask you, what if you were the one seeing this photo? i guess every single one will get angry & really diasppointed if you really do made an effort to change in the relationship, and get this in return. I'm lost & what shall i do?

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with those who are reckless with yours

monday blues

2010-03-08T12:02:00.003+08:00

Monday Blues... :)
Happy for my dear friend Rachel Tay, Her baby girl has been born. Cute & chubby! :p thumbs up!

Yesterday went for dinner with sweetie @ Tampines Mall., and on the way home, saw this person waving at me. I was wondering WTF. and guess what, i only knew it was HuiLing & Aloy Kor when i saw that Chasers sticker on his car. damn funny.

My new wish list~~
i need to save $$. :) i hope i can... Bangkok~ 22 march... 15th April Japen & hongkong & May Bangkok again~ July Bangkok as well .
i need to save lots of money & no more shopping in singapore.

Clear My Credit card bill, hp bill, club membership bill. & it actully cost me a bomb. Luckily sweetie is going to sponsor me $350 to pay. :) he's gonna get me my watch also... hope he nv lie to me~

Need to send my car for servicing soon~

need to apply for another hp line for work....

i want a new bag.... gucci... loewe... lv.. fendi.. burberry~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

shit i though i said i wanna save money for my trip~~~
need to go to the dentist to clean my teeth too~
IPL for face & hair removal~`

2/3/2010

2010-03-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder , Should i stand to my rights . Guys cant be trusted. trust yourself . Guys cant be loyal. so y shoud we girls be loyal to them?

cant wait for 22nd march . Bangkok!! :) April JApan & hongKOng,, May and July Bangkok again~

24-02-2010

2010-02-24T11:48:00.002+08:00

had an early morning today because of a client's call.

anyway, saw his fb comments & he's always enjoying his life at thai pubs / discos ,,,, with 'dog' actions w/o me in his life. good for him :) hate guys who are like this. disgrace! sld i open my eyes bigger? or learn to close 2 eyes? what the hell is going on with me.

i'm really learning to let go & not put r/s in a r/s,

i wanna go sentosa with someone special & thats you~
anyway, dont matter to me anymore after seeing these fb comments. angry*
told mummy i wanan go resort world & she's going to book a hotel room there after our trip to bangkok in march, after Universal Studios is completed.

23-02-2010

2010-02-23T23:47:00.003+08:00

Work today, Went to collect cheque , office than hreplace my ruby on the bangle kor kor gave m headed home to do some more work than headed to Jasmine STar's place for FONDUE at 7pm cos they rushing me! so i drove like a mad woman all the way till Star's place. hate the traffic.

Boy & her had prepared fondue for us. i kept eating before everyone reach. LOL. Kovin, Lyn, Fei, TIng, Bier ,BOi ,Star had a great chat. Headed home at 10.30pm cos the parking attendant now adays damn idiotic. haha,
TOo much chocolates this month. pimples popping out. gonna get products from the doctor again. still got product package at DRX clinic.

arr they decided to go for a run tomorrow!! somethink like a 2.4 or 3.6km @ the park. n they claimed if i am the Champion they would pay for my expenses for the month! but.... everyone know's it's missionimpossible? maybe if i heng heng... run faster,,, can ? wahaha...

sometimes i feel why am i so stubbon? learning to say the word SORRY from my mouth. but i just cant bring myself to say this word out. maybe my character is too strong/ stubbon/ unreasonable??

cutting down on Night outings and trying to concentrate on work now:) but sometimes , somethings cant be forgotten. especially * .... .... ....*

22-02-2010

2010-02-22T22:19:00.005+08:00

talked to thin thin today. was feeling rather upset, kinda guilty & sorry.
then i happened to log on to your page. saw you flirting / msging with girls there.
and i'm so angry !
i know it might be my fault this time but whatever shit it is, happy talking to girls / happy flirting / happy to your everything :) happy doing your 'something meaningful' on saturday.

good bye to everything. i'm letting go !

21022010

2010-02-21T18:53:00.003+08:00

the pain is killing me......... tummy cramp~~~

people asked me : how did i celebrate my valentines day? was kinda disappointed. due to chinese new year and my late visiting, we did not celebrate at all. was very disappointed & sad in my heart, was hoping he did have plans to bring me somewhere but i was wrong. went all the way down to meet him, and he was in polo tee, shorts , slippers, without any plans. it's the worst valentines day i had. i'm not a flower person, so not receiving any flowers is not an issue to me. just give me a kitty plush suprise :) but no suprise at all as well. was actully planning to get him a wallet for valentines with my red packet money after CNY cos the one i gave him had been thrown away last year...

in the end , my valentines day was spent in his friend's place gambling. not happy at all.

it's really very sad, cos he used to be someone who will give suprises in the beginning of our relationship. guessed not only i did change, he changed as well.
i'm really jealous. cos i know he did gave a very sweet surprise to his ex-gf during vday before.
dont ask me about my v day anymore. :)

shit. why am i talking about the past. damn me. pls i wanna forget all this sad moments.

21-02-0-10

2010-02-21T14:23:00.004+08:00

Saturday--> slacked @ home till lata night.Left home quite late @ 12.30am for a short drink with Jeryl, JK, Alvin, Ryan.

Woke up damn early @ 9.30am today for facial with mummy.

aww.. mummy's repeating the same issue again & again. keep asking me not to have a bf @ this moment. and kept asking if i had patch with him. cant really stand her sometimes as she has been repeating this issue since September till now. cant u imagine? Almost everyday she has been repeating & repeating the same old story asking if we had patch & asking me not to have a bf.*stress*! but who knows? Sick & tired of her repeating & i vent a little anger. i know i shouldnt. but she has been repeating & repeating for already almost 5months!!! damn damn. yesterday she went to my cousin's hse . i didnt join in cos i'm sure she'll start repeating to them about this problem again.

i'm not a kid anymore. & i have brains to think .god please stop her from repeatinggggg....
repeating yourself not only makes me starting to miss... but also feel little pain deep down in there.

wanted to get a heels but mummy said no buying of shoes for the CNY period . It'ss cause bad luck.

20-2-2010

2010-02-20T17:25:00.004+08:00

yesterday played tennis with fei, zy, bier, boi , wei xiong, ting, wei, was really fun but the rain spoilt our fun half way~

ting ,zy & i headed to goldmile after that. drank quite abit. but too bad it closes too early. @ 3am.

Mummy told me she had a bad dream. and told ask me to tel her that her dream did not come true. She dreamt that i've patch with seng & really got a big shock out of her life. i guess she was really worried abt me & my life. sighs. i felt little guilty / upset making her worried.

she's always reminding me about the past & always reminding me it's better not to have a bf for the time being. yes, i'm trying hard. anyway, for the moment, i dont think i'll be able to accept anyone new. not ready for anythink, yet. The pain is coming back , i know i'll over come it. no more 100% in r/s . no more trust. and no more true love? no more honesty?
where's the Clara i use to be?????
Clara please be strong :)

18-02-2010

2010-02-18T16:44:00.003+08:00

i already tired talking nicely. it's not that i wanna patch of whatever shit. leave me alone n stop being a kpo everyone. its really none of your fucking business. i dont have to explain to anyone / everyone. stop stressing me out n calling n questioning me. i dont own anyone any fucking reason! so mind ur fucking own business n stop bossing into my life.

18-02-2010

2010-02-18T12:41:00.004+08:00

finally everything comes to an end. good and bad. i'm not a person that will tell anyone my personal problems in detail. so i could only vent all my angers / sorrows here in my little space. ever since we've patch back, things are not the same anymore. there have always been a barrier in my heart. i dont deny i love you, but everything just accumulated and caused a barrier in my heart all the while. i couldnt over come this barrier. we've been trying hard. but things just dont work out. you're one of the best bf i had. the one who treated me the best of the best. the one who dote me most. the one who compromise with me. the one who cared for me the most. once mummy had alwiz approved him. but every since the fight infront of mum & dad, everything had changed, completely. the barrier in my heart started to accumulate. till today, i hope everything had not happened that day. i dont understand why would you fight infront of my parents. throwing your own face. i dont understand. i really dont. i've tried to forgive you, yes i did. but mum & dad had disapproved you from that very day. it's my birthday celebration, it should be a happy one, but you've made it become a sad birthday, throw my face infront of my friends & parents. Maybe fighting to you means nothing, but everyone just kept questioning me why are you like that. acting like a child. even till today, my friends still take you as a joke . saying if they go out with me, afraid chairs & tables might fly across. i always entertain them with a smile / joke back. but in my heart , i feel bad, very bad.
i've tried to forgive you, but you fight again @ resort the very day we've patch. you've promised me you wont drink again, but till today you didnt even keep your promise at all. if you had kept your promise, you wont ask me for permission if you can drink. i know i had agreed to let you drink, it's because you ask me for permission, and i wont want to stop you from doing something that you wanna do and let your friends talk behind my back saying that i control you.

Ever since i fould out about the resort thing, i told myself, not to trust a guy anymore. never ever. You told me how much you love me , but what i heard you did at Resort, because that you were drunk, made me lost all my trust. You are the last person that i thought will not ever do such a thing to me, because of how much you've love / dote me . but i was totally wrong. totally wrong.

Someone ever told me, out of 10 guys/ there's always 9 guys will play / hug other girls behind ur back, i told them you wont. but i was very wrong. Every guy is the same. in this realistic world, there's never a good guy. it's either you find out, or you dont find out.

i've been sad/ cried lyk hell and from that day i told myself: Clara, you gotta change, not to trust any guy anymore. not to put 100% in a r/s anymore. not to fork out love in a r/s anymore. yes i did it, i really did it. completely a changed Clara. trust me. Once , i would love a guy , more than love myself. i would love a guy more than my family. i would even quarrel with my family because of my boyfriend. i would move to my bf's hse to stay, but not anymore. i found out by doing all these i'm just another stupid idiot.

Love used to be blind. i could love a guy very much, give everything to him, go through hardships. but now, not anymore. i promised myself to change, completely.

all the stress with my family i had , no one else knows. everyday mummy had been telling me, dont have a bf for the time being. i know she wants the best for me. mummy, daddy , even bro loves me alot. i know. i have always been disappointing them. i promised not to upset them. i found out how much they love me, more than anything. they're the only person who will stand by me, all the way. the only people who will be always there for me , no matter what happens.
in this world, there is nothing such as true love / fairy tale love. trust no guy.

Chinese New Year is over. All the fun shall stop. Shall work hard from now on. less outings, more exercise & work. i told myself i could do it. :) i'll stand strong.

21-01-2010

2010-01-21T13:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Was a Late night. Went to Wisma before meeting Jia & Ling. Bought 4 Tops from MAngo. I love my loots~ :p

Went to Punggol Marina but closed at 12am. so decided to leave n drove up to Boat quay. Went to a pub damn lianz. LOL. i tink the name is Wheels / Whales. didnt see carefully. dont really fancy the place.

gonna order my bags tml :) i'm so excited.

18-01-2010

2010-01-18T17:37:00.002+08:00

TIme flies. FInally i'm moving on the 25th January. Looking Forward as almost everything will be New except for certain things like bed. :) I'll be exercising more i guss. Looking forward to Swim. Gonna get a Nice Beach Rope :) TOday start moving my shoes & Kitchen Warm to display already. Onli Toliets, rooms not ready yet.

2010.. hoping for a nes bag. Gucci 'joy' medium boston bag with D ring detail seems not bad. but i need a sling bag actully. And i hope to get a Chopard Happy Watch :p. Money Money pls Come Come okay?

14-01-2010

2010-01-14T17:12:00.002+08:00

finalised. going to bangkok with more ppl. initally was only me n jia.. now we have, jasmine aka star, fei, ting, alex, cass, raymond, stephy, zy. anyway, me, star n jia would be sharing a room :) work was busy lately. still trying to work extra hard. :) Earn money`~ = shopping + savings.

somehow, now i condeem guys. LOL... after i know u hug girls at thai pub. i super condeem guys. all such fake shits. and all born to be liars. argh.. i dunno whats wrong with me la.

07-01-2010

2010-01-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

i know you're lying to me again. on the 5th january, you've said u've paid your bills few days before. checked with starhub and they only received the payment thru AXS on the 5th 23.59pm. you insisted you've given your friend money to pay for you few days before. i know you're lying. starhub received the bill thru blk 54 pipit road AXS machine on 5th 23.59pm. you told me you've put the receipt at home.

Another disappointment, upon hugging other girls while saying you wait for me, you lied about paying the bill again. Confront you, but you've again denied. Sometimes i wonder, why are you like this. Even though we're not together anymore, you shouldnt had lie to me. It's only a small matter and you cant even be frank. Utterly disappointment again. Since you deny, Let it be . I hope you're guilty !! i hate liars. anythink just be frank.

why am i so affected by you? i dont understand. we're nt together anymore , i should learn to let go?

06-01-2010

2010-01-06T18:09:00.005+08:00

Friday to Sunday is Tong's chalet :) already ordered the food for him, so it's gonna be an enjoyable one. Looking forward to March , May & July for my thailand trips~ all booked already. And April am going away too with mum & dad. to where it's still not confirmed yet. Taiwan or Japan??? Got to work extra hard to save more money to shop~ In another 20 days, i'm going to more in to hazel park.. kindad looking forward as it's a new place. I hope i can start everything afresh again~ :)

04-01-2010

2010-01-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

everything feels so restless n tired for me. mummy & daddy kept asking what happen but i dont know what to say. i need a good sleep~

Love , what is love when you said you're waiting / love me and can hug other women ? reason was your drunk??????

somehow i feel, you cant secure my heart and give me assurance anymore.

The love i once wanted is a selfish love, whereby no others involved. trust & responsibily. but you've broke my trust once again.

when there's no more trust, there'll be no more secure in the relationship. Somehow, i feel it's time to let you go completely.

I think back what mummy already tells me, mummy is right, no guys can be trusted. most important is to save more money to protect yourself.

2010-01-02T18:32:00.003+08:00

happy new year!! welcome 2010...~ Celebrated Feizai's bday as well as last day of 2009 at LeBar 2. Really liked that place. :) Didnt really drink as my tummy was unwell~ Was really entertaining seeing the others get drank. Got a Adidas Jacket for Fei~ Shared with raymond & min. i really like the jacket personally as it's blue & white . hope fei like it as much too.

came across to find out somethings abt Seng. Really disappointed & upset. but no matter what, i realised , he's not worth my tears. Guys like this, many out there,. i should learn to forget & let go. Good & Clean guys dont go around allowing girls / wants to hug girls~ it totally made me disappointed.

30-12-2009

2009-12-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

my tummy is having stomach flu~ vomitted alot 2 times last night. whole night cant sleep due to pain in my tummy. :(
went to the doctor and waited like 1 hour for my turn. He wanted to give me a jab but i dont want.
in another 25 days, i'm going to move in the Hazel Park Condo. Time flies.. from 3 months to 25 days. omg. cant imagine cos it's so far to everywhere. :(
What's up for New Year's eve????? Feeling so restless....

29-12-09

2009-12-29T19:06:00.003+08:00

i'm notti~ neglated this little private space of mine.

shall try to update more.... :)

Xmas! was fun. baked cookies... had a little gathering.. illigal bbq at Jia's place... played lyk mad.... it's really a great time to enjoy!~ Headed to TIng's hse after that.. drink alittle.. & became tipsy.......... became a gambling den there...won some money with BiEr.. :) slept at 5am...... woke up damn early for Uncle's big day the very next day~

2010 is on the way.. i hope it'll be a better year for everyone :p

my heart still misses you~ but things dont just goes the right way... i just feel more relax now... mummy n daddy had been showering all the love & care i needed.. not forgetting my dearest girlfriends & friends beside me all these while to pull me up ~ THANKS GIRLS!! i'll be strongg~

bye got to go meet tong & kenneth for dinner... nt forgetting huiling & maybe ting too.. LOL

23-12-09

2009-12-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

~BUSY DECEMBER. WHEN I SAID BUSY. IT'S REALLY BUSY!!
busy with work.. busy with friends birthday... busy with packing the house as i'm officially moving to Hazel Park mid January. looking forward but one thing i dont fancy is the house is much smaller,,, my room is not even half the size of the room i'm sleeping in now! Looking forward as i'll be busy with sports every weekend? busy holding bbq... but not so convient there... no mrt stations!! cab fare would cost me a bomb!

had been coughing like for 2 weeks and it's getting worst & worser! feeling so miserable!!

4th ring installment came, and i'll be paying myself again. i hope i can clear the bill soon! i tell myself what promises guys give is all juz bullshit and never trust them, in terms of money, woman or anything. they are creatures that cant be trusted. i'm just happy with the life i'm leading now. spending more time with my family and close friends.

Xmas...... kejia is holding a food buffet.... feizai is holding a party as well... uncle's wedding on chrismas as well~ chrismas is really busy right???????

thursday 10-12-2009

2009-12-10T19:14:00.004+08:00

SOMETIMES GUYS ARE JUST FULL OF SHITS. I'M GETTING VERY HOT TEMPERED LATELY. DONT KNOW WHY. I THINK BACK, I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED,

1. HE SAID HE WONT TOUCH ALCOHOL ANYMORE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE = BUT HE STILL DOES. PROMISE BROKEN

2. HE SAID HE'LL PAY MY RING INSTALLMENT FOR ME = NOT A SINLE CENT RECEIVE. LAST MONTH PAID ME $70 ONLY. i feel very tired. every month i got to push him to clear his debts, fulfill what he promised me.

3. HE SAID HE WONT FIGHT ANYMORE,= FIGHT ONCE WE PATCHED BACK THE OTHER TIME. REASON GAVE WAS COS OS HIS DEAR FRIENDS.= promise broken again.

how many more disappointments will i get????? never trust a guy by their sweet talks. all are just bullshit and to make you happy for the time being. hate this feeling. i'll earn my own dollar and never depend on singaporean guy again. actions speaks louder than words.

03-12-2009

2009-12-03T18:02:00.003+08:00

Had been keeping myself busy lately. Still i kept thinking about him! Dreamt of him & Wife 3 times. OMG am i crazy? i told Carine, we'll get over it together and let go together. I know i love him, but trust n many things are keeping me away. I dont wanna see him, cos i know once i see him, i'll fall in again, we'll quarrel again cos of our characters & no trust in the r/s anymore. i cant trust due to many many problems n upteen times of quarrels, fight, disappointment.

i hope i excel in workm but sometimes, things cant be rushed. :p love my pals who has been there standing by me. :) THANKS GUYS!

i hope Santa will give me an iphone. haha.. but i'm also satified with my current phone la.. juz than iphone can play games,,, surf the net.

26-11-09

2009-11-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

Cleaned the house as dad has moved all his spareparts out already. Mopped, Sweeped. Watch Vcd till 7pm than headed to Kovan with Ling, Jia to find Small Clara. She's there with her couple friend Pei Lin & Alex. chatted and had dinner there. Than headed to Serangoon Gardens to slack. No drinking Juz talking session.

I gotta admit , my mind still thinking about him every single day, everywhere i go . I know if he has a gf, i'll be very sad. i know i'm selfish. i got to get over all these. I hope i can. Concentrate on work. On the other hand, I dont want mum & dad to be disappointed in me. They gave me everything i want, this is the least i can do. I keep reminding myself, to control & not to patch back, Work come first. I tell myself to control not to message him, but i cant. I'm still trying . very very hard. I feel more carefree though. cos i dont have to bt guilty to hide from my family. can everything be back in place soon? I dont wanna love again.

14.10.09

2009-10-15T00:41:00.001+08:00

another disappointment. if promises are meant to be broken, what are promises for?

bday week!

2009-09-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

i've been working so less this month! i've no more heart to work actully. most prob my daddy will be bringing me into property line.

Friday 4/9/2009. Rested at home. Glenn my colleague organised a mini drinking session for for my bday. no nice photos taken. We went to Neil road... draink n sing till 1 plus headed to Tiong Bharu for Teochew porridge. It was so ex! imagine $75 for 8persons~ and were just normal foods like minced meat, clams, duck etc etc. ppl who turned up. Kelvin, Glenn, Kenneth, Zhen Zhen, Sue, Wendy, Xiao Cin & Cash,,, after eating they headed home and i headed to Boat Quay to meet Jeryl n the rest. Was moody cos dear picked up a quarrel with me for nothing again. He said that why everyone goes home and i mst to boat quay... it's my birthday... i just wanna enjoy myself since i'm not working for the next few dayssss............ History repeats itself..............

Saturday 5/9/2009. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! met my honey Clara for dinner... Jeryl joined us... than Shuiling & Kejia came. They nv failed to brighten up my days. alwasy there for me. The got me a Chanel Whitening Makeup Base.. Make up is my all time fav.! 9[m we headed to Dragonfly where the PARTY STARTS....... opened 2 bottles.... mummy.. daddyy... jia hui jie..... jeryl.. shuiling.. clara... kejia(came for awhile)... Dear... Ah Teck... Clare... Alex.. Ah Kae... Adrian.. Jean..Kenneth.... all came. Teck opened 10 shots for me. BUT The real party starts when my bestiess FeiZai.. Xian... Zhiyong.. came. They opened 4 Lambogini for me. dad helped to drink alittle. Kenneth opened 1 Lambo.. n my honey clara also open 1 Lambo. But dad helped me. I Drank 3 and i already half gone. Fei opened 2 bottles of martelle and few jugs of beer. They mixed to Martelle in beer and drink like few cupsssss.......... dad help me to drink few cups.... all of us was drank.... Carine, Alvin and Wanting came.. i dont even remember seeing them as i was lost already.... abt 2.40am mummy brount me home as i was lying straight already! HISTORY REPEAT. I dont even remember the scene dear caused. Ok.. i'm reconsidering this r/s as mummy n daddy disapproved too! it's already like so many times this happens, he gets drunk.. became violent to others.... or sometimes says till like i'm a bitch who sleepa around. i could not tolerate anymore. head from mum he was crying othside DF.... throws chair... scolding all the cars who passed by him~ he even said i was dancing with Raymond (AH AN) when he was not even present at my bday. i really could not tolerate any longer. within a year... always drunk and cause trouble. What more can i do?????????

Mummy drove me to her house on sunday with honey and picked up all my items. She wants me to move home from then onwards. i tink that's the end of the story already........................................................ sometimes i wonder, why do history keeps repeating n repeating until one day, when it reached beyond limit than they realised their mistakes??

mummy treat me and honey clara crabss n sunday,,,,,
\Finally today(tuesday ) i got my adidas jacket . my pressie for uncle!! YAY!

tuesday off. 27.08-09

2009-08-27T16:14:00.003+08:00

off today. yesterday went Resort for a small drink with Clara & Mazakir... Dear..
it was so quiet there. only 4 tables. drank till 2am than we headed home. nothing much. SHould be going out with my group of girls to butter factory on my birthday!

Work is nothing but stress now. i'm under target. i hope i can hit my 40k sales figure or at least 35k . :(

so much things to buy!! money money pls drop from the sky?

tuesday

2009-08-18T23:12:00.015+08:00

was browsing through Her World. Saw 2 of my fav Rings..

Oh The Way Home From Iluma...

After dinner with Clara HOney on a Tuesday night...

Daddy & Me @ Rachatdah

Daddy*

KoLo , Daddy & Me

@ Resort.

HOme*

Spend my off alone today. but i'm not alone. Woke up, prepared and went over to mumy's office. Had lunch together with dad & mum. than Jia Hui Jie Jie came over to look for me. Had some sushi and shopped alittle. It's really a shopping day for her but not for me :( didnt manage to get anythink at all. nothing catches my eyes. FInally had some time to meet my dear sis :) really enjoyed it. We parted around 5pm while i headed to Cold Storage to get some food items. Cooked Ba Kut Teh for dear. not bad la.. lOl. fetched him home from his work at 8pm ... ok uploaded some over due pics... :)

12-08-2009

2009-08-13T01:26:00.003+08:00

Ok.. let me continue from the part of my wednesday outing @ Rachatdaaaah... :)

Meet up with my mummy ThinThin,,, Square Chris... Daddy... Ko Lo.. DearDear.. Alex @ Rachatdahh.. it's really much bigger than Sabai. But i dun really like the place. Cos it's more like a night club than a palce for fun. What i meant by Night club is... girls going around making the guys buy drinks for them... n all sorts of shit. LoL. Daddy opened 2 bottles in total and i drank so much till i got super duper drunk. Had a huge quarrel with dear. Took a cab back to deaqr's home, left my uniform in the cab! than i got the car keys and drove all the way home. Omg. i dont even remember how did i reach home. LoL . Had a good rest on Thursday. Slept the entire day.

Meet up with Huiling & Clara on NAtional day. Slacked at Beach Carbana. Headed to Loyang for praying.. than headed home to rest. Tireds.......

Monday- worked. headed to bishan for prawning with Sherene, kenneth & dear.. not a fruitful night. 4rods only caught like 20over prawns? but it was so yummy . Sherene & i finished most of it. Spent some time chatting and talking... headed home @ 5am.. slept at 6am~

Tuesday- off again. met up with rachel tay~~ she look like a xing fu xiao bu ren now. lOl. went to choose wedding photos with her... nice nice~~ it looks like taking wedding photos is so fun. But Costly. some guy working @ the shop said my eye make up is nice, and say nx time ask me go teach his makeup artist. LOL. after choosing photos, she went home. dear & i went to thai temple to pray than he went for interview. waited for 1 hour plus and i end up zzz in the car! but i'm so glad he got the job and i hope things will turn smoothly for him. Honey Clara came over to our place to pick us up for dinner @ bedok Sempang. so nice... the chicken chop and the spagatti . but it's not very cheap though... and people there were like snatching business with each other. keep trying to get us to eat at their place. ! chatted awhile and headedd home! dear lost his ez link card. we went downstairs so fidn after 20 min, and lucky us! we found in lying @ the grass . LOL.

ok... getting bored of my job. not-very-happy! but i gotta endure till i get another job lor. shal i go back to my facial industry????? or just go do makeup?

i miss my tee ke jia! and yang shuling!! pls plan to chill....~~~~:)

04-08-2009

2009-08-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

Saturday- Clara picked me up after work... we headed back to dear's place to change before heading to Resort @ East coast cos we wanted a drink. each of us ordered 1 bottle. drunk* half way dear came a spot check me. Drank with alex tooo.... stayed all the way till 5am... Dear drank alot and gone crazy again. is the 4th time already. Keep sprouting nonsense about me that are all 'made up by him!!' and make me super fed up. i just open the car door half way when the car was still moving. Clara got a shock. she faster open the door too! LOL. was supposed to head home but in the end after quarrel they send me back to dear's place. Angry till broke my toe nail. * super fed up lah!

Sunday- Was supposed to head to watch fatty & Wanting jie and pals for paintball. but i've over slept! Slept till 2pm! than around 5pm took a cab home for steamboat with my daddy,, mummy,, brother and dear. It's was dear's treat cos it's was daddy's birthday dinner. It's our family tradition to go out for a good dinner suring any member's birthday. daddy was happy. After dinner headed to Bugis to meet my dear li jing & hubby,,kenneth shixiong.. subaru & hubby.. vicky.... folr steamboat again! dear & i didnt eat la.. only ate mango sago.. the mango so sour! after that headed home..... slept and worked again lor...

Monday-- no sales! upset. Went to pick Clara & off to Loyang we went . To pray. After that shop at Mustafa for an hour than we headed home... :)

Tuesday-- Offed again.. slept till 1.30pm.. headed to Cityplaza cos dear n Deyi went for interview. ate Mee Hoon Kuay. headed home to rest awhile than dear brought me to AMK to get my screen proctor from mArcus darling* and also eat Cheeze crab! so nice but dear dun like it cos he dislikes cheese alot...... met Alex Ko lo for a small chat than headed home.. gonna K.O soon! tml am going Rachatda~~~ for drinking..........

28-07-2009

2009-07-30T00:04:00.003+08:00

Tuesday.. Dear got no off. Met my darling Kejia :) my 9 years bestie.. still counting on together with Small Clara.. HUiling.... and my 4 years bestie Shulling!!! Heart them so much!! although we do argue sometimes but we're still as close and always forever able to pour out everything to each other with no secrets hiding :) Jia & i went for facial at Forum.. n dinner @ Mos burger before heading to Dear's home to let her makeup for me lor... i look like the '7th month ghost.It's actully a 60s makeup.. for her project, lOl... than after that we drove over to pick dear from his work than to Wesley's place for Pork Chop and slacked there talking till aound 1 am lor.. enjoyed talking to them :)

Was inatilly planning not to celebrate my bday this year.. but now plans might change. Small Clara's organising a mini party for us.. :) shall update then... so excited again... another year getting older again..... shall not invite so many ppl anymore... maybe only the close girls..22 years of celebration and still counting onz..............................

21-07-09

2009-07-22T01:06:00.005+08:00

finally had some time to blog. Cos working at SooKee is really tiring due to long hours, and also reach home late already lazy to on the laptop.Time to update what i did during my last offsssss....
Sunday 19th july -> Went home during Saturday night finally.... Had a good sleep till around.. 2pm... Mummy cooked Ba Kut Teh for lunch.. Cleaned my room,,, Vaccum the house,,, Cleaned the tables.. cardboards.. Tv... .Than prepare and headed for dinner at Dragon Gate with Family... Uncle.. Grandma blah blah blah... cant stand the food there was so slow. Ate for lke 6.30pm till 9pm. Can u imagine.... dinner cost us 588 bucks. Not very nice though.. Went for Vivo for a short walk.. than headed to fetch dear.. and to WanTing's jie's place for some drinks and talk cock session too....... than KO-ed at 1am and time to rest and prepare to work the nx day.

Monday--> Was monday bluessss.... no sales! sad. Still got about 15k to hit 40k. hope i can make it.

Tuesday->Am off-ed today and tomorrow!!! Slept till 1.30pm. Dear and i woke up and headed to Toa Payoh for lunch and meet Rachel Tay for manicure..... I did a classic manicure... trimmed my cuticles and it's so neat now.... but her manicure was not so nice n super ex lor ... $77........ rather fo Malaysia to do the next time... nicer and cheaper too..... After that, we headed to Vivo and Bugis to take stock,,, than Headed to Wisma to put the stocks and we went to ION... bought lotsa famous amous cookies... ate my fav fish cake and also ice cream. But the ice cream was not very nice. ION reminds me of Siam Paragon in Thailand. To me,, both look similar. Bought nothing but cookies cos all are the high end brands there.... Not all shops are open though...

Tomorrow mummy's going to the airport... for thailand trip again... dad wants me to fetch her to airport since i'm off.... Anyway,, nothing to do tml too.. maybe wanna go for Facial??? alrights,, i'm going to bath & rest soon :) so broke. :(

7/7/2009

2009-07-07T13:07:00.003+08:00

Monday.....
Woke up , i gone crazy had some arguements with dear dear.. keep throwing my temper... but now it's ok liao:) We drove out ytd... Went to Cresent for my fav pork soup ..... and 'wu xiang'. super nice!! than we headed to Lavender as dear wanted to do his passport so we could go malaysia.... but in the end didnt manage to do cos he still needs to get clearance from the police cos of his past cases..... than we headed to town cos dear wanted to get some items changed. changed to a pair of working shoes........ shopped around town.. had my fav Jave Chip from STarbucks.. we walked all the was from Centrepoint to Forum shopping centre.. wanted to look for Huiling but she's not around.... than bump into kor kor there ,,,, Chatted awhile... than slowly walked back to Centrepoint to get the car and headed to bugis... Dear bought 2 Pajamas for me.. :) niceeee... i like... i bought a pair of working shoes onli $15.90 !! and also a hot pink tube dress for Rachel's wedding.. as for dear.. he bought 2 G2000 shirt for work. Headed to Bedok Sempang to have Western food.. i must say it's really nice. than back to feizai's place to get my longchampppp bag... :) i like..:)

5/07/09

2009-07-06T01:46:00.004+08:00

Finally off tomorrow and Tuesday. :) it's has been a long day. 2 days of working hard and more to go. Target i set for myself is 40k for this month or more. I hope i can hit it lor. Cos i cannot stand to see my commission too low. Tomorrow should be companying dear to do passport, shop at bugis awhile.. suntec to get my face products... maybe tuesday than get my face products,,, lets see how=) ok... i received a job offer from mauboussin french jewellery... Think they spy at our shop,, and just nice i served them. Cos the person knows my name.

I MISS MY PEEPS? clara,,, kejia.... wanting...... carine.. omg. miss the outings with them and chill out talking session with them. I MISS THEM SO MUCH... life has been boring,, everyday finish work, eat than home, sleep.

3/7/2009

2009-07-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

okay.. it's time to update my blog....

Wednesday.. Had a good sleep. mummy came over to Dear's place to fetch me for lunch..
headed to Angmokio and had Dian Xiao Er. Duck there is good and black chicken soup! Too hungry to take pictures of it.Applied for my Citi Bank card and have already received it thru the 2hours express service. shopped around angmokio... Waited for mummy to finish her facial. After work headed home for awhile and dad&mum fetch me back to get the car. Fetched AngkongsTar Jasmine at her house downstairs and headed to Tampines mall.. nothing much to shopped there so we ate alittle at MOS burger before picking dear up,,, :) Went loyang temple to preay as it's the beginning of the month. Had 126 for dinner. *love the dim sum there!! Headed to Mustafa to replenish some shampooo.... than we headed home......

Thursday and friday.. nothing much.. just worked lor..........

30-06-2009

2009-07-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

WOKE UP AT 12PM...

PREPARED AND COMPANIED DEAR FOR INTERVIEW.... LUNCHED AT UBI... NICE... A KOREAN CHICKEN.. :) AFTER DEAR'S INTERVIEW, WE HEADED TO RAFFLES CITY TO VISIT --> THIN THIN... HAD MY BROWS THREAD AT THE SAME SHOP I ALWAYS GOES TO... NICE!! I LIKE THE THREADING THERE ALTHOUGH THE SHOP IS LITTLE RUN DOWN,,,

AFTER CHATTING WITH -THIN, WE SHOPPED AWHILE THAN HEADED HOME.. HAD DINNER AND HEADED TO KOVAN TO PRAWN... LOUSY. 3 HOURS ONLY CAUGHT 3 PRAWNS LOR..... ! OMG.. TML'S ANOTHER OFF DAY! REST DAY,, MIGHT BE MEETING MUMMY OR RACHEL TAY :)

28-06-2009

2009-06-28T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today's my off. Spent the entire day with mummy. :) Went Raffles Town CLub for lunch. received a call from dear honey and she's back from Bangkok!! miss the days we chill out~~ and i'm gotta meet her real soon. After lunch headed to Plaza Sing to get my stocking i purchased wrongly from Diaso changed. Nothing to change so got 2 box of denture pills for dad.
had tea at TCC.

headed to centrepoint starhub. YAYYYY!! i've got internet already. only $19.36 per month. better than signtel's speed but still alittle slow lor. At least it's cheap la! And i've got a new phone. E71 in white. Sign on 2 years. But some unhappy things happened between my bf and i. I'm rather pissed off. Inatilly his plan was under his ex gf name cos he signed on 2 years to get a N95 for her. After brking up, his ex gf asked me to transfer it over to my name so i just agreed. Today i just used the plan to get a new phone,cos my LG VIEWTY BATTERY PISSED ME OFF. KEEP LOW BATT after FEW use. And FRIDAY the touch screen hang and didnt respond. SO i decided to change a phone. he grumbled cos he said he wanted to change a phone and i use his plan. he said he already say and i still proceed and think for myself only. WTF? it's just a phone and i was thinking why towards ME he say these kind of things. Quarrel and argued . Now i still feels he's unhappy! ANyway, i'm quite pissed also, cos he nv think that i would get jealous cos he can sign a phone for hisw ex and y not me? moreover he dun have to fork out a single cent also. and for the past 2 months he's nt around i endure so much. endure all the calls,,, endure all the naggings about the car. think of ways and try to help his mum! everytime she call me go up read letters i'll go. in the end now he said i think for myself only? ok. i'm selfish.

Got a nice blog to share. www.beautybistro.com . alot of nice beauty products lor.. i like!!! another day to work tml. sian.

7-06-2009

2009-06-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

SORRY I CANT BLOG COS WE HAVEN GOT AN INTERNET YET.~~~ Busy resting.. slacking.. shopping these few days... never really buy any clothes,, bags,,, cosmetics! Nothing catches my eyes yet....... Almost finish walking all the Major Shopping malls in SG. LOL.. EAT alot. Gained 1.5kg~ So i'm 49kg. Shit. Got to slim down again~~

3.june.09

2009-06-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

FInally yesterday served my last day at DIOR. Today whole day slacked at home. FInally managed to finish Little Nonaya DVD already. So nice. TOuching. Giving up love because of others. Dear cooked lunched and his mum cooked dinner. Rested at home till 7.30pm than we headed to Vivo for a walk, and to see shortie & Chris. Brought Jeff alone too.. Went to Diaso bought sponge and cloth cos dear will be washing my car tomorrow. He said my car very dirty lor. But it's only the exterior. Interior i always will keep it very clean and tidy.

Xian Xian and the rest went for movie... but i didnt join them cos i dun really like the show they're watching.. haha..

1.06.2009

2009-06-01T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today is a short day for me. Worked morning , claimed 3hours of my OT. Work ended at 2.30pm. Was supposed to meet shortie & chris but in the end shortie put areoplane cos she gotta go back JB to settle some stuffs.

Dear picked me up from work and we headed to GUCCI for the sales. Saw 2 bigs which is not bad and on say about 20% off? but the material will look dirty and old after sometime of using. So didnt get it. We went over to Cuppage for Seafood fried rice, eggs. NICE. Than heade tp Bugis since both of us has nothing better to do, and had no been to the new shopping there before. Seriously, it's such a disappointment. Nothing to shop and the things they sell there is not nice lor. Went over to Bugis Junction awhile than headed back to my home. Slacked till 9pm than we drove to Katong Nasi Lemak for dinner... I said, Dear really feed me like a PIG and i'll gain weight again soon if this continues! i gotta CONTROL !! I HOPE I CAN.

I really want a new bag bag!!
LV damier speedy 30 , LV damier Neverfull (large), LV Vernis in red/ purple,, Burberry , Gucci Sling bag,, Gucci speedy look alike bag, Loewe Amazone bag, Loewe Napa Aire Brisa, Couch bag sling bag,,,,
Apple iphone,,
I WANT NEW CAR!
HOLIDAY TO KOREA/HONGKONG/ TAIWAN
Bangkok trip~~

I GOTTA STRIVE HARD AND SAVE HARD TO GET THEMMMMM~~~~~~

31-05-2009

2009-06-01T00:31:00.002+08:00

Didnt blog.. cos deardear house , we haven got an internet yet,,, so i'm bored bored.. should be getting internet soon :) stay at his house since the 27th may lor.. and today i'm home! he feed me like a PIG. Kept eating... eating eating.. cos he said i slim down liao... I'm kinda happy cos our feelings are still the same.. or maybe closer than before.. :) was busy.. went Tampines 1.... tampines mall..... Orchard... to window shop with dear.. nothing much to buy... thinking of getting a Longchamp bag since i dont have one yet.. should i????

Dear thinking of moving to Punggol... but still considering lor...

28-05-2009

2009-05-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Wednesday* Was a busy day. Morning was busy finding the road to fetch dear. I think i'm truly born to be a road idiot. Honey Clara & I only went on the previous night, in less than 9hours, i completely forgotten how to go to the same place! LOL... but i'm lucky cos i anyhow drive also can find lor. LOL.... waited less than... 30min and he came out liao. Than we went to Pray at bukit merah thai temple... than headed to DIOR's office. ok.. i've really decided to quit even if they add my pay. Thinking back even if they transfer me to Tangs (top counter) things would be even worst. Cos it'll be even more strict lor.... So i'll be back @ SooKee Wisma on 8th June 2009. :) After Dior's office than headed to City Plaza for lunch than headed to SooKee's headed office to sign appointment letter again. After than went home to rest while than headed to golden mile for steamboat... than Resort for drinks......

Thursday* slept till 11plus dear dear cooked noodles and egg for me..
.. watch tv.. slacked than headed out with dear dear... Tampines 1.. nothing much to shop there.. onli Uniquo... the clothes nt very nice too..... than headed to J8 cos i need to come home too....didnt buy anythink except cos a mask.. Black paper mask.... seems quite good... if good will take a pic n upload it ok.. :)

GTG now.. going back to dear's home.....

26-05-2009

2009-05-26T15:56:00.002+08:00

I'm sick.. didnt go to work today... having bad sore throat, slight flu.. & breathless. In less than 24hours i'll be seeing my boyfriend :) so happy! Will be having steamboat tomorrow. with Sandy & Adrian. Pre-Planed for dear.

Will be a busy day tomorrow. couple of things to settle.
1. Fetch dear
2.Go to DIOR's office to hand in the resignation
3. Go to SooKee's office to take the appointment letter
4.Dear wants to go pray
5.Meet Adrian & Sandy for steamboat.

Anyway, faxed over my resignation to Li Hwei sinced she's not free to attend to me. I really dont understand why do i have to hand in the resignation in hand. Stupid and brainless rules.
Since she's not free and has a guest in town, why do i have to delay my resignation???? Anyway, will be quitting no matter what. Too many Rules to OBEY. worst than SCHOOLING. Completely not flexiable. Sinced i've already decided, whats the difference of FAXING and BRINGING IT DOWN BY HAND????? Anyway, gonna settle it once and for all. :) Am meeting Jasmine *Fatty Star* for dinner later after i Pop by dear's house to get some clothes for him....

24-04-09

2009-05-25T01:17:00.021+08:00

WE GOT SUPER CRAZY & KEEP CAm WHORING EVERY OUTING

Finally i've made up my mind... to look for another job.. and most prob. i'll be back at SooKee Wisma. LOL. Used to the life style @ SooKee already.. I cant wait to quit DIOR. super strict. Forcing myself to work every single day!

Saturday- Worked mid shift 1pm to 9pm. Dad & Mum came to pick me home to change,, than we headed to Sabai Sabai. Yes, i meant "WE" meaning me with my parents. LOL... anyway.. it's not the first time... they had followed KorKor to Zouk.. Centro... and me to Dragonfly. Glad that my parents are open minded though. They dont nag at me due to drinking too much.. getting drunk blah blah blah. Was with Carine.. Belle... Wanting.. Mitchelle. Envy Mitchelle. She's still very happy and excited about the proposal. Shawn did a great job and guyss once again please be romantic like him huh~~ hehe... Left for home about 3.45am.

Sunday.. Went to Johor with parents.... Window shopped but nothing much to buy.. mummy bought a crystal sandles for me. nice~ i liked... :) ate my fav. Ba Kut Teh~ niceeee~~~ and at nice kway chap... Got my car washed. RM 8 only.. the service at the car wash is damn good . Much better and value for money than Singapore! RM8 they wash the care nicely for you.. Vaccum super clean... Cleaned the interior of the car too! In singapore, Dear always get his car done at SGD$15. and it was a lousy job. super lousy. $15 is not cheap. and these singapore care washes just anyhow vaccum. anyhow clean. After cleaning,, it's still so dirty inside. after vaccum, we can still see sand on the car mate... sand on the sides of the car... desk board still dirty. WE PAID FOR THE EXTRA SERVICE(VACCUM) ! WTF with the lousy job done? think i'll still get parents to bring me to malaysia 2 weeks or once a month to get my car washed. On the way out.. the jam was scary! reached home at 11.30pm only.

Feeling like injecting Collagen or Fillers to my lips to make it plumper.. Any comments anyone?? Mummy encourage me too.. hahaha

2 more days than my dear boyfriend will be back~ :) happy .. finally nightmares are over....

22-05-2009

2009-05-23T00:13:00.004+08:00

omg... i'm so happy~~ yesterday when i was about to sleep received a sms from Sandy saying my Lens had arrived. total 5 pairs... 3pairs for me, 2 pairs for mummy :) but mummy was the one who paid :X...

thinking back these 2 months.. i'm really very happy staying back at home ... everyday without fail, ,daddy / mummy would fetch me to work and also pick me up from work! also when i do not have money, mummy always offered to give me money but i didnt take... she paid for me my car in full, my car insurance,, my transfer fee to make me happy when i was down :) she paid for me so many things within these 2 months cos i'm broke la... now the pay so low~ spending more than i earn lor. am enjoying my life now. i feel how my parents treat me, no boyfriend can treat me as good. Even when dear has a car, usually morning he would give me money to take cab to work cos he's LAZY. only in the night he would pick me up from work. I'm not saying that he's not good la... he's the best boyfriend i've every had lor. Cos whereever i wanna go,,,, he'll always bring me... without fail. Whatever i want, he'll always try his best to get it for me :) *LOVE HIM*

27th may boyfriend will be back by my side. Feeling excited,,, also abit weird? cos all these while i've been alone.. alone & alone.. staying at my home has been so normal to me already. sleeping alone has become normal already. Am afraid i'm not use to staying over at his place cos his bed is kinda... different from my bed. hope he can change the bed lor. Think for the time being i might not move back to his home.. just stay over 1 day or whatever lor?? anyway shall see how la.. cos think he wants me to move back to his home when he's back, maybe he cant sleep without me?? wahahaha... omg.. Tomorrow will be meeting Wanting & Carine... to SABAI SABAI again~~~ to finish our bottle.

Today was super busy.... Angry. Cannot eat cos i was alone for the whole shift. I've never seen a job that cannot eat / have your break lor. Daddy said i got no heart to work liao... ya. .it's true. I've already started my job hunting n will arrange interviews next week ba? I really cant get over the commission issue. SO LOW!! Had NEW YORK with mum & dad for dinner... nice!! than head home to rest.. Friday night & i'm at home again.... but i need to sleep la.. sleeping more n more but still seems not enough.

Today as

21-05-2009

2009-05-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

Wednesday-- Huiling came over to my place for facial. After that i prepared for KelvinLeong's wedding. Went to Vivo to meet Chris & Veron first. :) Reached the wedding about 10pm.. Leong was drunk already. dunno if he stills remember than we went for the wedding anot.. wahaha.. his face was red till as if it was gonna explode. He sat beside me,, actully i was afraid that he would puke on me.. :X but ok la... even if he puke on me i'll not scream at him,, cos he's someone that always treat me super nice & dote me like his... daughter?? Saw Thin Thin too.. She's another someone whom i respect. Taught me alot of things.. and always let us have our off days... no matter work or personal matter she'll always side me.. and always advice and help me. Kinda miss the old VV team when ThinThin was still our incharge. Miss those days.. when we strive to sales together, scold each other.. go clubbing together. No matter what, she'll always spare a thought for us,, only thing is she's heartless towards MC. LOL

Friends sitting with me at the same table left after something happened. dont wish to mention the name incase that someone reads my blog although it's 99.999% impossible that he'll read it la. INCASE!! hahaha... that someone took the plate from the waiter and just threw the plate onto our table! without any sorry. WTF? drunk also got 1/4 awake. drunk is not take drugs man. shall forgive him since it's Leong's wedding. :) didnt take any photos cos i didnt bring my camera with me due to my small bag. Headed to geylang 'Wan Tou Sik' for some food. cos we ate onli a tiny winy bit. Chatted with Rachel & Fanny. Kinda miss the times @ SooKee though. Headed home to rest at 1am. :)

Thursday- worked noon shift. Went to work on my own today. Wow.. the weather SUCKS MAN! walked out and sweated alittle. super hot! cannt take it........ Paragon was kinda quiet but sales was not bad... Standby again till my legs wanna break. Worst part is.. wanna drink water must walk quite far.... wanna go toliet must go all the way till 4thfloor. Have secound thoughts about this job. And i really thinks it dont suit me at all. But at least I've tried. I know every job has it's good & bad. I didnt said it was no good. but just... NOT SUITABLE for me. I cant adapt to it... Now every single day at work, i would ask myself : IS THIS THE RIGHT JOB FOR ME? WHY AM I STILL CONSIDERING? my heart tells me to quit! so i've decided 90% that i would quit. Started looking for another job. but i'm kinda confussed with my job hunting man! What job should i hunt for? make use of my diploma and go back to beautician?

19-05-2009

2009-05-20T04:50:00.004+08:00

ok went to work as usual... stand by and waited to the 'visitors' to come spot check lor. super sianz. Buddy thinks i'm full of shits. 1st i'm so excited about my new job. than now i'm super low cos of the pay and the super strict rules. ya la..honestly,, i'm someone who looked at the pay more. i dont mind working hard,, but i wanna get paid as i work. been trying hard to hit the targets given. but it's like super hard ! cosmetics line dont seem as easy as it is. super loads of work. like packing stocks... super many price tags to do... lotsa paper work ( i dont do it now cos i'm not trained to do so yet). must be alwasy on good grooming like hair must be tied super neatly,, nail polish always on.. stand straight. super many things to remember. i cant cope at all. and the pay i'm getting is like shit. Luckily i've got nice colleagues.. nice incharges... Lily(metro incharge) was nice to me too. Remembered the wrong shift i was working last Sunday. Late for 2hours~ she was supposed to scream at me when i reach (according to my colleagues). cos she usually screams at them even they're late only for 10minutes. But she seem super nice to me~ she didnt even raised her voice at me , instead she smiled at me and told me, she knew i remembered the wrong shift and told me not to worry she has already help me explained to my manager. No one blamed me. No one screamed at me. I was super shock cos i was prepared to get screamed at already. I'm always lucky. Cos i always meet nice incharges, people treating me nice. But on the other hand, i cant tolerate the pay. Never in my life i've got so little pay . such a miserable commission revised. Maybe this year's not my luck. Economy no good, everywhere's changing. but i muz say staffs benefits are super attractive and good!! but of course, always in my mind $$$ is the most important factor when i'm working. Called up for an interview for a beautician job and i'm waiting for their called back tomorrow. I'm reali confussed now la... dunno where should i go now???

Meet up with honey clara... girfriend... buddy and his 'girlfriend' jasmine previously known as jesslyn due to our own hearing problems! hahaha... had mac for supper and another night at resort... 5 of us drank 1 jug only. not in the mood of drinking but just hearing the singers sing their hearts out... i cant wait for next week to arrive.... i cant wait for WEDNESDAY!! u know why??? cos my lovely boyfriend is back!! it's like ages i've been waiting... luckily i had my dear sisters by my side to cheer me up & company me all the while... i really appriciated them! 9years and still counting on... and on.... of friendship for a lifetime! :)

18-05-2009

2009-05-19T00:24:00.033+08:00

this was what i had on Saturday lunch with mummy before facial. Was wondering if this was just a display?

our desserts.. so nice. Choco crape.. i like .. i love!!

My lashes with crystal. Carine said i looked like a AEROPLANE?? WTF?

Pop by to WanTing's grandma's place to play with Natasha before Sabai Sabai.

She's simply so cute !!!!

While wating for WanTing to bath i took quite a number of photosss~~

Can u spot her behind me?? lol//

Than we went Sabai with Carine.. Mitchelle.. Shawn.. etc etc..

Jie & me @ Sabai~

Thats Carine & me!!!

Can u see our fringe are all the same pattern???

Replenished my sleep ytd. slept once i reached home.... till today 11 am. shiok! I'm reconsidering ym job. cos the pay seens alot lower. Kor kor told me to concentrate on makeup. Cos no once starts from a high pay. everyone starts from a low pay. think i'll just work first for 2 months n see how it goes.... :( PLEASE SUPPORT

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19-05-2009

2009-05-17T21:24:00.003+08:00

Saturday night - Yesterday was out with mummy till 9plus. She sent me over to meet WanTIng. To Sabai Sabai. With Mitchelle,Shawn, WanTing,Carine.. Shawn is so romantic... He gave Mitchelle a surprise proposal on Friday loh... He brought her to dinner .. half way the waiter came out with flowers and the proposal ring. Than he went on his knees and propose! *romantic right... *envy envy* and touching too~~~ guys please learn from him lah... hahaa We drank alot. And was super high. i thought i was working noon shift. but in the end i was working morning shift! late for 2 hours.

i'm in the verge of changing job... my current job seems that the pay is not as good. Targets are super high. 1 off day seens not enough for me. And it's super 'on'. like always having spotchecks by bosses almost every single day... cannot sit for the whole 7 hours of work.. grooming very strict...!! and the off days always got cancelled or change by office last minute due to overseas bosses always coming. i mean.. whats the point of always changing our off days? means if the bosses always comes, we cant have our off? i almost feel i hardly breathe now. the workload is more than what i've done before. Maybe.. counter jobs dont really suit me?? Anyone can tell me what should i do now??? back to beautician? find another job and go learn my makeup course??? i'm so confussed. i donnt what to do. maybe just endure for the time being????

*photos will be uploaded tomorrow ba... tired... so happy i'm gonna see my boyfriend soon already!

15-05-2009

2009-05-15T19:10:00.010+08:00

Christine Tan trying to be funny huh

One of My Fav. drink Shirley temple.

I'm preparing my mood to sing ~

happy couple. henry & chris

~~my dear shortie & me~~

me. zhi lian lah~

Wow! so happy it's my song next~

Ok continue . went to dear's house talk to Jeff chum, his mummy & daddy loh ... company them awhile. help Jeff to fill in some forms... i feel like a mother leh. wahaha... joking la.. he reports to me everything.. keep talking non stop to me about the PSP when dear's mummy and daddy talking to me... than left at 10plus cos i didnt park in a parking lor and was going to meet my dear chris & veron for KTV session~~ dear mummy as usual escort me to the car loh.. cos she was afraid something happen to me la.. hahaha.... cos as u know it's not a very good area there??

Worked morning shift today... learn to key in datas... quite easy .. but the codes are confussing but still can cope la.. :) hmm.. i hope the pay wont disappoint me lo... cos now i got a feeling the commission would not be as good as i was told during the interview session.... :( but i'll continue la.... so happy my friends supporting me for facial !! :) i hope will spread by words of mouth than i'll invest in makeup for extra income~~

Oh ya! dear dear said dont eat 1 meal only :) having super bad ulcers and my wisdom tooth starting to hurt.. too much of chips.. to much of chocolates.. too much of macdonalds.. too much of fried food! i miss my boyfriend. he's always the one who'll travel all the way to get me herbal tea... stop me from eating heaty food!

supposed to meet jasmine at bishan prawning place but my ulcers / wisdom tooth hurting... so no ti n the mood to go... Jeryl wanna go drinking but my tooths hurting too .. so i decided to stay at home n sleep early!

p.s. mummy already knows the truth about dear dear. but she didnt say anythin as it's only a minor case. i'm so relief cos finally i dont have to lie anymore.

2009-05-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

ok.. i've got a problem with remembering names.... Buddy / brother aloy's fren is Jesslyn not junnie. sorry ~

i'm so interested to help people make up now. I think i really enjoyed doing it!Worked morning today... Was the model for HAN's makeup show again.....Slaps* lots & lots of concealer on my dark eye circles...oh ya,, he keeps saying my lips very thin. so sad loh.... how i wish my mummy gave birth to me with thick lips.. haven got a chance to work with Jiayi... miss chatting with her... :)

Going KTV with dear Chrisss,,, Henry... Veron tonight !! Having Ulcer . bad bad ULCER!! so painful. i hope i still can sing later on....Dear asked me to move back to his home on the 25th. But the problem is... i've got no season parking over at his place! how how???

13-05-2009

2009-05-13T23:10:00.003+08:00

Was working morning shfit this week.... omg really damn broke broke broke... i spending my savings... life is miserable now. It's been a month since i've bought any clothes in Singapore!

Yesterday went Resort with brother aloy cos he wanted to go there see the thai girl he 'liked' . He wanted to know her but she got a boyfriend already. His 'girlfriend' Junnie joined us till 1.30am than she went off... Waited for h0ney clara till 2am than she joined us..Bored lor! Bumped into Jason (dear's bro) there... stayed there till 4.30am.. reached home at 5am. Vommitting my lungs out~ cos i drank beer mixed martelle. Was supposed to asked bro aloy to drink lor! but instead he played one time 5-10 with me i losed so gotta drink. I swear hang over sucks! anyway.. aloy cant wait to meet my boyfriend! cos there have some things in common~ haha.. and he wants to know one of dear dear's friend la... it's for me to know for u to find out who this girl is.. hahaha....

another 14 days... :) so excited.. finally...

11-05-2009

2009-05-11T19:50:00.002+08:00

Have been lazy and not blogging for the past few days.. cos i never been going out so nothing much to blog about too~ Work was quite tiring but fun loh. cos alot of stocks came... Oh ya.. went to Wisma to find my dear WI Girls on Sunday... :) Talked to Rachel.. Fanny.. said Hi to Yin... Sue.. didnt have a chance to talk to dear Vicky lo cos she's serving.... kinda missed the days at SooKee too.. cos they're fun people to work with... But for now, i just wanna continue my days at Dior. Although it's kinda strict in Dior, but all colleagues are nice people.. working hours is shorter... only 1 off days.. But i'll endure.. cos i'm really considering to learn Bridal make up as can make more extra money!!~~ hahaha....Mummys feels working at Dior is better. Cos at least is shift work so can have time with the family... can have dinner with them... :) Gonna work till saturday than i'll get my off for the week. Will be going facial with mummy... i need a facial badly loh.. can see the bumps starts growing already.. cant stand it. mummy says no money let her know. but i dont wanna use her money since i'm already working. i got to stand up on my own feets. OK... dont wanna waste my 3years plus facial and waxing skills. so friends pls support.

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Another 16days to go!! excited man*

8-05-2009

2009-05-08T22:11:00.003+08:00

Nothing much about yesterday(Thursday). Woked Midshift.12-8pm than after work went for dinner with dad, mum and one of my aunt. Cos my mum and aunt went for dancing lessons together! hehe... Reached home, slept at 1plus.

Today - Friday, Woked FULL shift lor. 8.30am reached there to set up the roadshow. Dad picked me up after work as usual. So sweet of my dear parents to fetch me to work and pick me up from work every single day without fail. Colleagues at the roadshow was fun though. Keep joking around... was quite busy but.... sales was not as i expected lor... i hope sales would be better,, and i'll try hard to 'chiong' for sales to see the $$$$ sign in my eyes. hahaha.... hope i didnt make the wrong choice to change into makeup line. Anyway, on the other hand,, Leong called me yesterday, and said anytime i can always goes back to SooKee cos had change back to 5days work week,,, and commission change too. Rachel, Christine.. msg me too.. but think now i'm still very interested in makeup like before cos it's my line that i've got my diploma ( waxing, basic makeup, facial, classic mani & pedi ) . And i not only wanna be a normal sales person but infuture i hope to be like,,, make up artist... trainer.. blah blah blah(i gave myself like 5 years time).. but if i were to go back to SooKee,,tink the maxium ranking i can get is only retail manager (after like many many donkey years) cos its a family business ma... So i'll tolerate with the basic pay i'm getting now lor.. and maybe.. see how much commission i can get,, than decide if i'm going to take a professional make up diploma (bridal.. drama etc etc... ) so i can do freelance in future ?? any comments??? pls tag if u have any comments ya~~

BODYCARE FOR WORKING WOMEN*
Skincare - Whether you work in an office or in a workshop, your skin is exposed to various extreme conditions. So you should be a little more careful for your skin. Apply sunscreen before leaving for office to protect your skin from harmful UV rays. If you have oily skin, don't forget to carry an oil-balance moisturizer and apply it on your face after washing at least twice a day. As soon as you return from office clean your face with a face wash and apply a mild moisturizer.
Hair care - When you go out of your home, dirt and dust accumulate on your hair. So cleaning your hair must be a part of your daily routine. Apply any shampoo that suits your hair and after washing it properly, apply any good hair conditioner. Visit a beauty salon once a week for trimming your hairs and getting treatment.
Feet - Feet are the most neglected parts of your body. However, proper care of your feet is very important for your health. Clean your feet every morning and apply moisture. Wear shoes you feel comfortable in. After returning from work, wash again with lukewarm water.

6-5-2009

2009-05-07T00:10:00.015+08:00

This is buddy, Aloy. Anyone interested??? TAG ME.

Yesterday worked Morning shift... Mummy came to fetch me after work... Went home rest awhile than went ktv with Xiao Clara Honey and Aloy... Anyway known Clara for more than 8 years and Aloy about 7 year? but been so long since we gone to KTV together lor. We got mad at the KTV cos it was too cold lor... Sang till throat wanna burst already. But was to high until even thai songs we also sing. 'pro right' ... LOLx... after singing thai songs wetn to Resort (thai pub @ east coast) to chill awhile.. headed home at 5am lor.. slept till2pm this afternoon,, was so tired... prepared and sign my appointment letters. Benefits are quite good !! i like!! Went to Johor for dinner with dad n mum,, cut my fringe to DIOR's standard lor... than headed home!

Beauty Tips :

When applying concealer, choose a concealer color that is 1 to 2 shades lighter than your skin tone. Apply your concealer to the darker areas around your eyes, starting at the inner corner near the bridge of your nose and blending out. If concealer is needed to camouflage other areas of your face, apply before your foundation.

Concealer tips: To conceal redness (pimples, blotchy skin, capillares), use a green/yellow based concealer. To conceal darkness (under eye circles), use a light beige concealer, yellow based concealer. Warm the concealer between your fingers and gently pat it onto skin. If you have good skin, you can skip foundation and just use a bit of concealer instead. It's always best to have less makeup on your skin

Hope it helps (: am tired now... tata~ i hope i dream of my boyfriend tonight (: missing*

4/05/2009

2009-05-05T04:05:00.002+08:00

today worked afternoon shift. Woke up at 11am cooked instand noodles. than kor kor was heading to town to return some good too, so we took a cab and he dropped me at Taka and i walked over to work. Currently i really like my job. A very new advanture. Sales i challenging when all other brands are just beside you. But i still need more product knowledge. Knocked off at 9.30pm, dad n mum picked me up. Parents are very protective towards me. I will try to stay at home more often cos mummy's health is not very good lately. I hope her health would improve =)
After worked was bored cos had been stay at home to many many days. I'm bored. Need to chill, talk to somebody! Was supposed to meet Ang KOng star jasmine and Yuan at Marina Barrage. Was supposed to go alone, but half way while preparing, Xiao Clara Honey called me out . She was with Aloy~ It's been years sinced we've met so i asked them to accompany me to Marina Barrage. Went to bedok to fetch one of xiao clara's girlfriend than we rushed down. Was too fast too furious! LOL. omg. By the time we reached Marina Barrage, Jasmine, Yuan and Marcus was at the carpark leaving soon already. Chatted awhile with Jasmine before they left. Than the 4 of head continued to chat there at the top of Barrage.

Was hungy so we headed to Upper East Coast for Macau cafe. Food was -normal- (not so nice actully). Talked about DIAMONDS! Anyone wanna buy good and cheap diamonds please tag me huh... (tink i'll help you look sinced i've work in SooKee about 1years 4mths plus).. if it's not good, i'll let u know! Aloy was quite annoyed with us cos we're having our girls talk all the while and he cannot join in or blend in our topic. Than headed to AMK to meet Ling , than heaed to AMKdrive thru mac ti chill again~~
Was tired and have to wake up at 7.30am for work tomorrow. so i urged them to leave at 3am. LOL....

It's been years i've seen Aloy, cos one of my ex bf is not in good terms with him mah~~ so didnt contact for many 2 years? Aloy finds me talk to much. omg.~ anyway HE WANTS US TO HELP HIM FIND A GIRLFRIEND. ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASEE TAG ME ok~ :X

02-05-2009

2009-05-03T00:12:00.004+08:00

Today worked morning shift,, mummy fetched me over,, reached at 9.25am... than cleaned the counter.. started doing price tags till i knock off~ my sales today was 700plus~omg.. i'm still far far away from target... it's like mission impossible. But i'll be alert and try my best!!

Knock off at 5.30pm headed home, Cos we have a family gathering at my place. It's a mother's day gathering... kinda tired.. gonna rest now.. i'm looking forward to 27th may09 ~~~~

Ohya~ my car suspensions had been change to a new one~~~ back to normal & comfy, not so bumpy already~....

Kenneth and Jasmine asked me to watch movie.. but i tink i'll give it a missed... cos nt very interested in this kind of movie.. :)

01-05-2009

2009-05-01T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today's my first day work @ Dior Paragon Metro...

Was blur and didnt know anything,, so i just explore the place,, My senior Carol worked morning shift, so anything i didnt know i just got to check with her (: At night,, didnt know anything, but tried to sell too cos i want more commission~~ LOL.. i know i'm money faced, but not to worry, nt till the extend that I'll snatch other people's sales lah.. Cos i always believe, work as a family than you'll be happy . If you go around snatching people's sales, anywhere you go, you wont have friends, and you wont be working happily:) But i wanna have more sales... Any customers walking pass, i'm gonna try to greet them with a smile,, try to get them to get something, try on for them etc etc... my total sales today is $817. Although the amount's not as big as working at SooKee but i'm quite happy too... i hope i can learn faster and can recommend better to the customers..... i'm gonna recharge now (: working morning shift tomorrow(: nights people~

I miss my boyfriend.

30-04-2009

2009-04-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

Today woke up at 11am get ready to fetch dear's mummy to visit him~ Admiralty is really a big area ... find the place for 2 hours!! suppose to visit at 2pm in the end we waited till 3.30pm than saw him. So sad. He's only back by my side on 27th May. And ask his permission for another tattoo but he dont allow leh.. =(

Was supposed to meet Adrian for Adidas Sales but in the end we didnt meet cos alot of stocks came at his store and he got to work OT.. Poor adrian~ After vivsting, headed to dear dear's home to read letters,, than bought instand noodles and headed home =) nothing special..~ fetched mummy after her dancing class and she got me Lancome's eyeshadow.. :) gonna rest and get some beauty sleep so i'll look good on my first day of work.. having slight headache too

**I MISS CHUM CHEE SENG!!!!**20 minutes is so short.

29-04-2009

2009-04-30T00:40:00.004+08:00

Today's slacking day. I think more n more closer i am with my family and home :)

Woke up at 2pm... Mummy cooked peanut soup with lots of mushroom for me. and that's my lunch... Wanted my DVD Corner of Love half way and the stupid disc spoilt. Cant continue till daddy goes and get it changed~ Surf the net till aroudn 5.30pm. Daddy and mummy came back, bath and went for dinner. There's a western food about Bishan Interchange quite nice and cheap. The chef was previously from a Hotel Cook. He's retired so he open this stall... After eating dinner, we window shopped awhile at Junction 8 than headed home to rest . Having stomach cramps!! Was supposed to head to Ling's grandma wake but my stomach super pain~

Was packing some make up items that i'm gonna leave at dear's house tomorrow... Cos as i've mentioned, he's gonna be back on the 11th May. So i got to leave so makeup items back there incase i goes over to stay... Mummy saw me packing and ask why am i packing? [cos the other time i told her we broke up for awhile, dont want her to worry for me and keep questioning me] I broke to news that we've patched back ((since there's only 11days left and dear will be back)), and she's happy for me. She said that she'll always respect my choice as long as i'm happy.... Cos she finds dear a good bf too,, as everything he pays for me:) I'm so happy my family is so supportive towards me. Tink i'll not stay at his place as often too cos it's nearer from my home to work. Only 10 minutes of train journey... and i've got no season parking at his place...

anyway, i'm going to see him with his mummy tomorrow. Have been sleeping early lately. latest time im sleep is 1.30am. It's a good sign... can replenish my beauty sleep :) tata~~

28-04-2009

2009-04-29T01:06:00.010+08:00

Steamboat dinner~~ Sorry i cut up Sandy cause she does not wanna be in the photo..

VERON. EATING HAPPILY

ADRIAN THE COOK OF THE DAY~

VERON'S NEW TATTOO~

ADRIAN'S LASKA LUNCH @ BISHAN

VERON~

MY REMAN LUNCH IT'S NOT NICE LOR!

Woke up left home at 215pm to Junction 8 to meet Adrian and Veron. Went to pay my HP bill on the way. was so heart pain. It's $324.27. Please dont make any phone calls if your're overseas:) Went to Popular to get a storybook for dear which cost $18.90! (I hope he'll read it) Than headed to food junction for lunch. The ramen i had was like..... noodles in plain water. but i was hungry and managed to finished it. LOL.

After lunch we took a cab to Katong Shopping Centre for Veron's tattoo session at Ah Xiang's place. Received a call from Kelvin Leong on the way there... I'm glad he stills remember me,, as he's always the best boss that dotes me most.:) i'll never forget him too~~ anyway, Veron's tatto is nice~ i really liked it. Really got to urge to get another tattoo but i'm afraid dear might scold me if he sees it when he's back :( should i??? Veron's really cute. She kept screaming for the first 15minutes saying it's pain~ but after the outline is finish, she has calm down during the shadings. haha...

After finishing her tattoo,, was already 8pm and we took a cab down to bugis for steamboat dinner with Sandy, Layhoon , Adrian, and Adrian's gf from thailand. I'm really so jealous! cause thai girls really have very nice n smooth skin... can someone tell me why???? Steamboat place was located just beside TopOne KTV at Bugis. cost us $20 each and not much variety. The only food we kept eating was bbq chicken,, hotdogs, crabmeat.. some meatballs.. and lean pork. nothing special. If you're thinging of trying the steamboat there, pleas think twice. LOL. After dinner, Veron and Adrian's gf headed home first and the rest of us headed to have desserts at 'Ji De Chi'. Adrian, Lay hoon and Me had mango sago... while Sandy had cold black sesame paste. Had a great chat with them :)

Bought 5 geo lens from Sandy's friend. As i already wanted to get it in Bangkok, but i find it no point as it cost SGD $30 plus. so i didnt get it. Heard from Sandy that her friend was having a last spree before Singapore stops Geo lens to sell online~,,, so i decided to get cos it's only $16 per pair!! Each pair can last for 1 year! 3 pairs for myself, and 2 pairs for mummy~~ :) SO KIASU right~

mummy got grey and brown angelic lens and mine : blue and grey angel lens, and CK 107 a lens than makes your eyes look bigger and brighter..~ cant wait to try the effects as it's my first time trying on a coloured lens~~

Speanding money like water these 2 weeks~ i hope i can save again once i start work=) and i'll make sure dear saves too!

28-04-2009

2009-04-28T12:40:00.012+08:00

UNCLE THAT DOTES ME MOST:)

FAMILY BIRTHDAY DINNER~ WITH UNCLE N HIS WIFE

MY DEAR BROTHER~

MUM & DAD :)

27th April is Mummy's birthday... So she got a birthday treat from kor kor and me at Rendevous. Since uncle dote us alot too and it's his birthday on 25th April, he got a treat from us too~ hehe... He just got married at Thailand.... As u can see from the Photos above, the slim lady beside him is his wife :) After dinner, Headed home n sleep. Had been sleeping alot lately... omg. Feeling kind of sick n heaty due to consuming too much chocolates! ok.. i'm gonna bath n prepare to meet Adrian & Veron for lunch and tattoo~ i wanan get another tattoo tooo.... but dear dont allow. how? any ideas?

27-04-2009

2009-04-27T12:50:00.004+08:00

Just woke up.. had a damn funny dream ytd so i wanna blog it down. Dreamt of Jasmine ytd night. The dreamt was i was playing with the rabbit at 3am. Her 2nd sister is sleeping on the sofa. Than Jasmine's watching TV in her room with Yuan than had just come out from the bath only covering his butt with a white towel. LOL. Suddenly the rabbit accidently ran away. N yuan found it behind the cardboard. Told Jasmine about it. And she say YTD at her home not enough... hahaha....

Having slight sore throats now. Too much chocolates when dear's nt around. Cos he knows i'll get sick easily but like to overdose myself with chocolates... So he'll stop me from eatting too much ice-cream.. chocolatesssss....... This week i've eaten 1 tub of Haagan-daze Belgine Chocolate, 1 box of Royce dark chocolate.. & 1 box of chocolate nuggets.. omg. if dear's around he'll confirm scream.... ;X gonna cook maggie now.. :) missing my baby~looking forward to thursday. because i'll be seeing him with his mummy~

26-04-2009

2009-04-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today's a slacking and lazy day...

Woke up at 11am. Than headed to AMK hub with mum. Lunched at New York.. Fish & Chips & mushroom soup there were great:) After that, headed for our facial appointment.

After facial, headed home, than to Jasmine's house. I enjoy going to her place. Cos we can talk about everything & gossip.. and i love her dogs and rabbit. she has warm and friendly family. Had dinner at her place..

haha... Seriously, i really thinks dear's the best bf i've every had after talking about each other. He's always faithful, companies my every single off day, never fails to fetch me when he has a car, sponsor me my cab fares & food, paid laptop for me, paid credit card bills for me, when i'm sick he'll take care of me, takes my family out for dinner, fetches my parents from airport, and many many more that i could name. After 8 months and he didnt change at all. And i could say, I'm faithful to him too~~ i hope things will always remains this way for us. And i'm really looking forward to see him this thursday which is the 30th and of course 11th May most !! bye.. gonna watch my VCD again.. JAmine says she dont like this serial show, but i tink i'll just continue watching since i need to kill time :)

25-04-2009

2009-04-26T02:18:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 1pm. Daddy bought Chicken rice for kor and I. Ate than watched my VCD... finally finished it and i can watch my new disc Corner with love:) Stacked up alot of disc sinced Dear is not by my side... Dye hair for dad. And now he has a new set of black hairs.. haha... Was supposed to meet kenneth and jasmine.. but in the end jasmine met Yuan and so kenneth decided to stay at home...

As for me,, Jeryl was bored so he called me out.. went for dinner with Jeryl and Raymond at Sake Sushi Bugis. Ate alot but the bill onli came up to onli $25 per pax. cheapppppppp...... Got my linings :) finally i can wear my new dress.... After dinner, Jeryl wanted to have a drink.. so we headed to Timbre to have a drink. It's a nice open air chill out place with live bands singing... i quite like the place cos there were no mosquitos.. and i cant finish the beer ... haha..reached home at 12.45pm.

24-04-09

2009-04-24T21:21:00.007+08:00

Dinner I make myself today.

Taken on Wednesday before heading down to Dior's office.

Finally rebonded my hair... :) sometimes i missed my curls..

I think i've gained some weight.

Yesterday's ButterCrab with Jasmine... Nethneth and his ex-gf Faye? sorry if i've forgotten the name. The butter crabs was nice!! AngMoKio blk 232 and 233! The sauce was something special that you wont be able to eat at any other places i guess. It's a kind of Butter sauce.. with some peppers... And the crabs is really value for money! Very big. The size of the crab was even bigger than my hands! Only jasmine and i ate as neth and his friend had eaten already. We ordered butter crab, cereal prawns, and beancurd with scallops. Can you imagine both of us managed to finish up everything?? Too bad, i've forgotten to bring my digital camera with me again! ~ after than we went to find Marcus and Kokping while waiting for Yuan to come. After that Neth, Faye,Jasmine,Yuan and I headed to Teo Heng ktv and sang for 3 hours. Took some photos in my phone but was unable to upload into my computer!

Oh ya! I bumped into Uncle Alvin when i went to withdraw money! And he claimed i was blind... Cos i didnt see him, when he's just infront of me!!

Friday- Today.... slept till4pm. Kor was nice enough to cook me lunch before he left to town. And when i said lunch, it was French toast,, Lunchen meat and cheese. that's my lunch. and dinner was cooked by myself. Look @ the pic above and u can see what's my dinner. :( (dear always said i cant cook,,, and now i gotta admit it)))

Watched my VCDs the whole noon till now....... arghh.. i'm bored.. i'm bored.. my last weekend freedom till i start work and i'm slacking at home watching VCDsss....

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While surfing the net,, i've found out that you could customised your very own LONGCHAMP bag! even with your name on it. and it'll arrive right at your doorstep within 3 weeks!! Just copy and paste the web address above and give it a try :)

23-04-2009

2009-04-23T17:29:00.008+08:00

I'M WISHING.... FOR A NEW PHONE,, IPHONE 3G...!! ,,, DAMIER SPEEDY 30 OR 35 ... DAMIER NEVERFULL MEDIUM~ AND A GUCCI BELT FOR CHUM CHEE SENG!
AWWW ... I MUST SAVE MORE!

I gotta save more. Really broke this month because my hp bill come up to a total of $324 for the month of April. i nearly get a shock out of my life! i'm never had such a high bill before!! I'm gonna clear it once and for all and stinge for the rest of the month ! cant afford to see it accumulate! Dear's mummy called and told me to becareful when i go up to their house. Yesterday someone got robbed. I hope i'm alittle scared. Think i gotta be extra alert next time. But thinking back, i've got nothing to let them rob. :X

KTV with Christine.. Henry.. Veron.. Adrian was fun. but i was alone lor! and they were so bad to ask me to sing a song for Seng. :( Forgotten to bring my digi cam! Took some photos with my hp but it looks damn lousy!! Sing till 3.30am headed home. Dead at 4.30am!

Woke up at 2pm,, watch vcd,,, mopped and vaccumed the whole house.,,, washed n cleaned my car. Now i feel so shag but at least i have a clean house and car. i cant stand dirty-ness. Mum always says i'm too clean :)

Will be meeting my dear Ang kong star for butter crabs later on as we were both craving for butter crabs!!! LOLS~ cant wait.. haven eaten anything for the whole day... super hungry but lazy to cook! I NEED MY BOYFRIEND BACK BY MY SIDE! if he's around now, i wont be super hungry as he'll sure cook / bring me out to eat lunch, dinner and most fattening de supper! ;( I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!~~

OMG! dear's mummy bomb my phone 7 times at one short again! Really dont understand whats the matter with her. I'm bathing and she bomb me 7times at one short. I really wonder why she dont dare to do this to my bf! Everyday calling me to call LTA.. .call GV company for her.. call this company call that company. She knows what to say to them but she's always ordering me to do the calling whereby i dont even know what to say to them. I dont even know what to tell them, i've never encounter this kind of problem before. She's older than me. Why is she pushing me to call them every single day! I hope dear back by my side soon, so she wont bomb my phone anymore. *annoying*

22-04-2009

2009-04-22T19:59:00.006+08:00

EDITED BY MY DEAREST SIS=)

Adeline aka Jia Hui. know her since i'm 14 . She's always there for me, no matter rain or shine. Really glad to have a sis like her.:)

Slacked at home today, watching my VCD. than at 4pm dad came to pick me up to Dior. I'll be stationed at Paragon Metro. I'm so disappointed as 11thMay i cant fetch dear due to work. My requested off was same date as Dior's Atrium promotion. So i requested to work noon shift instead. Had duck rice for dinner with parents than later heading to TopOne Ktv with Christine,Hendry, Veron,Adrian.. i can sing till i'm mad~~~ :) will upload photos if i have...

21-04-2009

2009-04-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today nothing much. Woke up at 9am than headed to office with mummy. Watch VCD the whole day there. After work went to Takashimaya with mummy to collect some stuffs. Met kor kor and Fiona Xie. I must say she's really very pretty and friendly. Mummy dropped her ar Mediacorp after Takashimaya. We headed home after that. Today i'm gonna be a good girl. Staying at home! Tried to book a visit with dear, but was told the earliest date avaliable is 30thApril2009.

I MUST VENT MY ANGER!! Sometimes i really get very very irritated with Dear's mummy. When i'm with my mummy, it's not convient to talk about dear's matter so i didnt answer the call. When i dont answer the call, she'll bomb my phone for 5 to 7 times at the same time. One after another. I really nv ever seen her doing this to dear before. And this is not the first time! It's the 3rd or 4th time she's doing this to me. I'll always return call whenever i'm free or convient to do so. I mean, we're all adults, she dont have to bomb me with 5 to 7 missed calls within 5minutes. And moreover, it's not regarding any urgent matters at all. I really dont understand what's wrong with her. But i gotta say, other than this, she's still ok. Not as hard to get along, so far so good.

20-04-2009

2009-04-21T03:19:00.004+08:00

Morning slacked at home... Watch my VCD. damn nice la the show! Hongkong serial Madiens vow~ Received a call from Dior. saying i got to cover my tattoo on the neck properly. So around 3.45pm i too a train down to Cosmoprof (paradize center now named as Poo mo) to get the tattoo concealer. Total includes 3 items to cover the tattoo.... Wednesday have to go down and sho them that the tattoo can be covered up completely without seeing a single mark. I got to say Cosmoprof concealer is really damn good!! can cover completely! I hope i'll pass the test. god pls bless me~~

After buying the tattoo concealer I took a bus down to dear's house to read letters for his mummy and also companied Jeff awhile. He really damn funny. Keep kanna scolding as he pushed his classmate and got complained by the principle as the little boy got a bump on his head. He keep insisting he onli 'touched' him and didnt push him as his classmate pushed him first. As keep explaining whats the difference of 'touch' and 'pushed' to dear's mummy. LOL

Meet Ang Kong Star (Jasmine) at bus stop and headed to town for dinner... As she wanted to get something from town. Had Mos burger for dinner. I'm really hungry as I didnt ate the whole day and i ate really a lot! one teriyaki burger, corn soup, fries, 5 pieces of butterfly prawns and ice tea. OMG! fattening......~~~~~~~~~~~chatted alot and I really feel sorry for Jasmine now. Dont wanna elobrate on what but I hope things gets better for her soon! I can say Jasmine is really someone who enjoys life.. enjoys clubbing.. enjoys singing.. enjoys movies...enjoys everything. But now, she dont do what she enjoys at all.

After dinner. headed to my home to get the car, than sent her home and i headed to Bishan as i received a call from WanTing. She's prawning over there. I dont fancy prawning as i find it tiring waiting for the prawn to get caught. But i do really enjoy eatting the prawns alot. damn nice. Peeeps who were there prawning : Feizai, ZY, WanTing, Raymond. prawned till 2am than headed home. Memories flashed across me again while they're prawning. Recalled Dear and i used to go prawning and how much he loved it. Before getting together, the 2 of us can share one rod and prawn for 3 hours.. than recalled the time when he wanna go prawning and how tired I was.... i miss him!

Shag now! tml gotta work for mummy for a day...
Wednesday got to head down to Dior's office and also KTV sessions at Top one with Veron, Chirstine, Adrian in the night.
i need to replenish my sleep now!!

19 april 2009

2009-04-19T22:26:00.013+08:00

STUPID XIAN SPOIL THE PIC! ME & TING

CLARA*CARINE*WANTING*BELLE

JIA HUI*CLARA

JIE KANG*WANTING.

UNCLE ALVIN & ME!

LOOK HOW HIGH THEY ARE... LOL

I TOLD MAN TANG TO OPEN HIS EYES BIGGER & THIS IS WHAT HE DID.

CLARA*AH FEI*WAN TING

JIE KANG *CARINE * (COUPLE)

ME TAKEN BY JIAHUI

SISTERS ALWAYS (:

TODAY IS MY BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR~~~

I feel so tired. Yesterday was at dragonfly till 5am. Luckily escape some drinks and didnt get drunk. LOL. I'm gonna be a good girl and replenish my sleep from tonight onwards (: I was the camera girl for the night. LOL. took like 60over pics...

Woke up at 11.30am today and headed to malaysia with mum & dad. I DID REBONDING ALREADY...... now my hair looks so flat. lol. bye bye my curls~~~ now i abit miss my curls~~ LOL. Was supposed to go dear's house to read letters for his mummy but i didnt go as reached home already 10.20pm. tired. Think tomorrow than i go down lo...... I miss my boyfriend alot. memories of me n him keep flashing in my mind whenever i'm day dreaming. i remember the times we went for singapore flyer....... went to eat at Sentosa... rounding... went for drinks at Bishan. and every off day he confirm will bring me out :( now i'm so bored without him.... looking forward for 11th May 2009/

17-04-09

2009-04-18T13:27:00.009+08:00

Me*Carine*Xian

Carine *Jeryl

Jeryl (WanTing's cousin) & JK (carine's **)Me & Carine (WanTing's Auntie) =X

Went for drinks with Carine, JK, Jeryl, Xian , Raymond. It's been a long time sinced i've went out with them... Reached boat quay around 10.30. wanted to go double c. than it closed already. Xian said go cyclone. but i thinks it's to 'old'. So anyhow go into Amber 21. Than was bored n changed over to another place. which was like a 'black' shop. alot of Filipinos girls there. lol. than change over to Millions. Headed home at 4am. :) I'm gonna company mummy out later. Than at night another round to celebrate JK's last day in Singapore.

17-04-2009

2009-04-17T14:28:00.003+08:00

PLEASE DO SUPPORT MY BESTIES. SHUILING & KEJIA- http://www.whiteinlife.com/. ONLINE SHOPPING.

Am not in mummy's office slacking. Might be going clubbing tonight. Anyway, wanted to visit dear and realised he had been transfered. Called his mummy and she told me to go fetch her and she'll go with me cos it's too far for her. and actully she dont wanna go. But since I wanna go she first time she have to follow, she'll go with me (:

Had finally settled the Singtel broadband on moblie thing. And i strongly urge all not to take it. It's so hard to surf the net and always gets disconnect! Also i cant surf the net when i'm at home or at dear's house. Have been trying to cancel the thing but they dont allow me to. Wanted me to pay a $500 penalty. I've explained to them many times that it's not my fault as it's their network problem. Really annoyed that they always ask me to change the settings but the problem still persist. Everytime i complained, they'll tem me because it's peak hour and all sorts of reasons. Wanted to cancel and they said all they can do i waive off 2mths of bill for me, told them no point waiving off but i cant surf! Luckily, i have a dad whose so pro in scolding people. He went down to the head office and scolded them, and now, they allow me to cancel it without any additional fees :) so happy. Might get the starhub moblie broadband instead sinced alot commented that it's better..

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